Stress level

OMG!!
I got alot of things to do.
Tomorrow Plant Nutrition Practical Test.
Plant Maintenance project to be submitted tomorrow.
Monday LSDF Presentation.

ALL haven started.
Is time I face death .
HOHO!!

Alrights.
I am so gonna stop here.
Time to do work.

























~~ CIAOOSSSSS

~ Emptyness. ~

I am not going to lose

I am not going to lose this fight.
I am not going to lose this war.
I am not going to lose this race.
Not going to lose against time.
Not going to lose out to anyone.
Is a choice I made.
Is a path I take.
Is a battle I started.
Is a world I created.
Nothing's gonna stand in my path.
Nothing's gonna contain my wrath.
I am already this far to achieving my goal.
I will not stay low.



























Hello Panda Strawberry <3
CIAOOSSS~~~~~

Thats not my name

Nopes. Lester is definitely not my name.
Shuddup peps.




















CIAOSSS~~~

Puke

I feel like puking.
Like seriously.
Shit.

Hello Panda

I feel like eating Strawberry Hello Panda.
Cant wait for school to start tomorrow.
Gonna eat Hello Pandas!!

Apple sweets

I love sour apple sweets.































randomness

A different story

Its difficult at times.
All i need to do is to bear with it.
I cant wait for all these to be gone.
I cant wait.
My patience is running out.

My mind is black.. but deep inside me.. i know i need to blog about something.
I have already said what i want to say.
At least, i spilled out my hearts contents.
I felt the least relieved.

All i want to do now is to blog about shit.
This feeling is not good.
I am always caught up in this dilemma.
I hate being the only child.
I hate it.
I loathe it.
I detest it.
Nothing is good about it.
Nothing is.






















I've always wanted to talk to you... ...

I miss you

Looking at my phone, I miss you.
Everynight before i sleep, I miss you.
Everyday when I wake up, I miss you.
Everytime when I've got nothing to do, I miss you
Everytime I see you, I miss you.
There is nothing more to say then I miss you.

































To eat bread without hope
Is still to slowly starve to death

Sometimes

Sometimes, I feel sad for them.
Sometimes, they feel sad for me.
Sometimes being the only child calls for tough decision.
Sometimes choices are made foolishly.
Sometimes chances are given smartly.
Sometimes changes are inevitable.




























Dare to reach out your hand into the darkness to pull out another hand into the light

<3 MOF! _|_ Harry potter

Loves Ministry of food!!

Shit Harry Potter.

Half blood prince.

Is a total loser movie.

I see nothing great in Emma Watson.

I think the whitebeard professor is damm zai.. but kanna killed by one small fry.

Seriously no link.

No climax

Zero action.

Shitty story line.

Epic f-ing slow.

Rate : -1/5

Headed to MOF!

Shared a chocolate sundae.

Omg.

Seriously.. totally opposite from Harry Potter.

One is like shit.

One is beyong holyness.

Anyways.

Today met drummer at.. erm erm.. oh yea! AMK hub.

HAHA..

dun noe why.. always will catch movie there. like confirm only.

Harry Potter seriously suck.

Chocolate sundae at MOF seriously like a DOPE!

A candid shot.(:

My candid shot -_-

Got bored and started writing names. surnames. and our age.

Its been long since my blog has got pictures.

I know.

Shuddup.

~~~ CIAOOSSS ~~~

CHUI AR

I got knocked out on monday - tuesday.

KO.

Gone.

Dead.

Dead and Gone.

Drifted away.

Lifeless.

Souless.

Aimless.

Breathless.

Motionless.

So freaking dead.

I hate blackjack ~~

I hate being drunk.

I hate hangover.

I hate vomitting.

I hate headaches.

I hate not walking straightly.

I hate liquor.

I hate alchohol.

~~~CIAOSSSS~~~

<3 Chocolate mousse

Now i feel like going ikea to eat their chocolate mousse and super awesome meatballs.

Shit... i am making myself hungry.

Food-less house is bad.

Nobody cooks in our family.

Super clean stove.

No microwave.

No hot water dispenser.

No instant noodles.

No can food.

No tidbits.

No CHOCOLATES.

No SWEETS!

No can drinks.

No fruits.

No vegetables.

No meat.

No rice.

NOTHING!

Except plain water -_-

Now i am really really hungry.

Fug.

I need a bite .

seriously.

If there is some big war or disaster going on.

Our family will be the first to perish.

Don't even have rations enough for 5 mins.

zzzz

I dont wanna die so fast.

Whatever~~

Bleh~~~

HAHAHAHAS!!

I completed God of War 1

A PS2 game in my cousins house today.

Happy(:

HAHA!!

~~~ Chaows !!!!

Take advantage

Does people always take advantages?

I think so.

Is a natural thingy in everyone.

And when we got what we wanted, we throw it away and treated as if it doesnt exist at all.

I have changed for the better ( i hope )

Tuesday will be my last ( for those who knows what i am referring to )

DONT TAG ME!

DONT COMMENT ABOUT ANYTHING!

I dont want anybody to know.

Thankew(:

Looks like is time to quit... ... ...

Once and for all... ... ...

CHAOWS people(:

I dont know what to do

What should i do.

I really dont know.

So many obstacles in our way.

So many setbacks.

I will not get owned by this.

I believe in my own fate.

I will do my best.

And I know I will succeed.

Definitely succeed.

Have faith in Myself.

self motivation.

Always cool(:

Again

Family war just started.

And ended as fast as it came.

Nothing much to blog.

Heard alot of new vulgarities coming out from both my parents

Shouldn't learn from them

No pocket money.

Quarrelled with my mom.

SHIT :/

Arghh~~~~~

Romance D Armour

Marriage is a cool thing(:

I want to get married asap.

Like tomorrow!

wtf?

No more busting wrist tomorrow.

Picture of you, pictures of me.

Rainbow

Enough.

Cycle after cycle.

All these just keep haunting me.

I don't want to be like that ever again.

Enough of sleepless nights.

Enough of teary eyes.

Enough of thinking too much.

Enough of being a idiot.

Enough of everything.

Rid me off all these.

Thank you for making me struggle.

Thank you for making me cry.

I will be strong.

Is easy to hate.

Is harder to love me.

I am going to choose what is best for me.

No more influence from anybody else.

Tears... ...

Sorrows... ...

Everything... ... nothing.

Touched

I am touched.

Thanks Thanks Thanks Thanks Thanks Thanks Thanks

Thanks big time (:

(: (: (: (: (:

A rainbow... ...

Insufficient funds

My bank has got insufficient funds -.-

Screwed up.

OK.. nvm..

My Bank is coming.

Going to be filled with money once again.

Hopefully, this one can last.

I don't wish to spend so much.

So many more shit coming up my way.

Got to buy Derek's b day pressie.

ARGHHH!!

which cost like 205.

And me and one more of his friend sharing.

So is like.. 100 each!!

WTS!

And his b day is so freaking near. 21'st july.

OK.

And i want to buy alot of things.

I need new clothes.

I need new pants.

I need new bag.

And freaking HELL!!

Where is my giodano smiley face tee!!

LOLL!!

kidding..

I want so much.

I need so many.

I am beggining to start loving more of rappy rappy songs.

It gets damm catchy.

And the lyrics are nice also.

The way they rap it all out... is just so cool.

I love rap.

Pictures of you stuck in a cell,

Pictures of you wearing the scars.

Nothing much.. NOT

Today.

I did the insane.

YES!!

THE FREAKING INSANE!

I FREAKING WATCHED TRANSFORMERS 2 AGAIN!

MY FREAKING 3RD TIME.

DAMM IT.

This time i watched with brandy, morgan and desmond.. oh and victor(:

BRANDY IS A STUPID RETARDED GAY BOY!

Can freaking ask me how come there is a hole in my burger when the freaking bite mark is so obvious and de wrapper is all unwrapped.

Where the F is his Freaking brains.

Brainless gay.

OMG!!

Brandy FTL!! BOO!! (:

OK.. i dun wan disturb him le

One day he will whoop my ass hard.

Dangg.. i cant play my freaking guitar.

My left wrist hurt like hell.

Cant even bend it like 1 degree.

Insane pain

THANKS TO F-ing SKATING!

FALL and CFM INJURED MY WRIST!

Now i cant play my GUITAR!

F U SKATING!

NOT GOING TO SKATE UNTIL IT HEALS!!!

FUCK!! ( at last i said de entire word )

I damm pissed off with my skates.

I want to burn themmmmmmm.

BURN IN HELL AND SUFFER MY WRATH!!!!

FUCK seba.

MOM!!! stop freaking stealing my freaking hangers from my freaking wardrobe -_-

One thing all should know

I am sad today.

I realised that so many people stay in the west area.

Bukit Panjang, Bukit Batok, Bukit Timah, Jurong, Jurong west.

ARGGHHH!!! and me.

One f***ing loner staying at Kallang.

I know Kallang is a very good location.

Very centralised.

But when you got a whole lot of whooping friends staying at the west, you feel damm left out.

AAARRGGHH!!

I need to find friends staying at kallang!

Can go home together, can go school together.

Whatever la.

CCA today is ... ...

Commitee members finally cut down on the arrogance and taught some stuffs.

ALTHOUGH, there are still 'some' arrogant mother f***er.

Friends in kallang.

I wonder... ... ...

Facebook-.-

I feel like a retard -.-

Even my dad has a facebook.

I am such a retard.

A nerd.

Nopes, not going to create one.

Even at the cost of my life.

Transformers 2 - AGAIN!

I watched Transformers 2 again today!

(:

And guess the person I watched with.

My dad.

OK... some of of you might be wondering wtf? with my dad? u kidding rite?

I say no.

HAHA.

He said he wanted to watch it badly.

So i watched it with him(:

So cool..

everything was paid for.

Popcorn, dinner, tickets and a free fast ride home.

HAHA

Seriously... I think the movie is god damm awesum.

Freaking, breathtaking, grand, impressive, wonderful, stupefying, overwhelming, mind-blowing HELLUVA movie.

God damm it ... i swear i love it TTM.

I want to watch it again!!!!

HAHA.

And throughing de fregging movie... keep on playing 21 guns and new divide.

Like totally wtf-ingly awesum.

Two awesum songs... 1 freakingly awesum movie.

No words could describe it.

I am impress.

I am dammm happy.

I love POPCORN!

I WANT TO DRIVE!!!

I LOVE OPTIMUS PRIME!!

I want to drive a freaking 18 wheeler!!!

OMG!!

ok.. enuff of my highness.. i should stop.

YEAH .. i shall stop right now.

A happy day with no regrets.

New divide

I remembered black skies
the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash
as time began to blur
Like a startling sign
that fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this
memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space
between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

There was nothing in sight
but memories left
abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
the ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
between where we were
standing
And your voice was all I heard
[ Linkin Park Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this
memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Across this new divide

In every loss
in every lie
In every truth that you’d deny
And each regret
and each goodbye
was a mistake to great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

So give me reason
to prove me wrong
to wash this
memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason
to fill this hole
connect the space
between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide

The coolest shit ever

I am gonna implant this in my car next time.

All driving personels should invest in this!

Parallel Parking Perfect

CLICK and check it out!

A new hope for a new life

I found out this blog through a friend.

Damm sad):

This (I don't know how old is she ) little girl is at the 4th level of cancer.

Started off with a 12cm tumour in her liver.

She is damm young, innocent and i dont think she deserve such fate.

Go to her blog.

Read all her entries if you have the time.

Be touched, be inspired, be motivated.

Know that someone is suffering way more than when you think your life is messed up.

Think again.

Check it out.

A new hope for a new life/

Enough is enough

This is not getting better.

I admit.

I have been damm messed up for the past few posts.

But this aint getting better.

Today, I tried to release abit.

Met Vic at town for lunch.

The rain wasnt helping in my mood recovery.

Wells, forget about it.

Went to grandparent place for dinner.

Quite some people there.

Somehow got a lil bit better.

Reached home, back to square one.

I got fucking shouted at for no reason.

This pissed me off alot.

LOOK!

I don't wish to curse and swear at my parents.. i know is bad.

But for fuck's sake, my father fucking shouted at me for no fucking reason.

WTF??

I realise I always piss/disappoint people off without me myself knowing it.

And after shouting, i couldnt really care less to argue or wdvr with him.

Just let it go.

And THANKS LA!

FUCK

Now my mood is probably like wtf?

Have half a mind not to go school tmr alrdy.

And so late, I dont tink i will attend school tmr.

FUCK!!

Why is it like this.

Really is one after another.

Got shouted for nothing.

Got pissed for nothing.

Got sad for nothing.

And got all messed up for EVERYTHING!

I am quickly going crazy.

Someone save me.

Lost soul.

Empty heart.

Broken dreams.

Shattered hopes.

Nothing is right.

Nothing is fucking right.

I am just a screwed up person living a screwed up life.

Screw THIS!

BYE BYE!!!!

FUCK!!

Won't you tell me everything?

Messed up

My life is messed up.

I've got friend leaving me.

I've got more and more troubles.

Nothing is right.

Nothing is so damm right.

I am so ... ...

Life is like that.

Let go of it.

I shall.

Is me, I know definitely is me.

Just don't say it in my face.

):

Cool day

Today.

Went out with WMAN, Sharon and Derek.

Went to ViVO!!!

Its been quite a long time since i went there.

Plant nutrition is the morning totally SUCK!

Morgan Leong and Desmond SUCKS!

Watched Ice Age 3 in 3D.

OMG!

The movie is quite awesome.

Freaking funny.

~~~~~~~~

Crash :" Listen! What is that sound?"

Buck :' Is the wind speaking."

Crash :" What does it says?"

Buck :" I dont know, i dont speak wind."

~~~~~~~~

~~~~~~~~

Sid :" OHHHH!!! Is a BOY!!!"

Diego :" That's its tail idiot."

~~~~~~~~

Ate Thai Express for dinner.

After that dumb Derek left to meet his friend.

So left 3 of us.

Strolled around and got forced into La Senza.-_-

Whatever seriously.

Bought wine gummies and headed back home.

Memories in Vivo so vivid.

Clearly remember everything.

First time I saw you.

~ Cherish ~

Speechless Day

No comments about today.

Don't wanna talk about it.

I don't know what to say.

Pure speechless.

Don't know how i feel also.

Weird feeling in me.

Mixture of sad and happiness.

Whatever.

Lets not talk about it.

No more prata next time please.

Getting sick.