After so much, I've finally come to realise my mistake.I know its my fault firstly to even go and drink.
I know I fail in taking care of myself.
I am so sorry.
After reading your previous blog post.
I've come to discover the many sacrifices you've made, the much taken for granted care and concern you showered on me.
The affection you showed me.
I am sorry too.
However, thats all in the past.
All those are history.
Lets put them aside.
Lets start anew.
Lets love each other again.
Lets gain back that feeling that was lost along the way.
I'm sure we will be able to make it out.
I will love you more.
Try to show more affection towards you.
There is this girl, whom I can't stop thinking.
Who is always the person I thing about before going to sleep.
Who is the first person I think about when I wake up.
Who constantly reminded me what is love.
Who constantly showed me what is love.
Who made me realize how lucky I am.
Who made me appreciate her as my girlfriend.
No, she is not a supermodel.
She is not super hot.
She is not super pretty.
She is not super smart.
She's just a normal average girl with a not so average height.
She's my girlfriend.
She's the one I will love forever.
She's the one I will marry and grow old with.
She's my wife-to-be.
Not everybody is perfect.
We do have our flaws.
She can be a little too demanding at times.
She can be controlling me too much at times.
However, I don't care!
She's got my interest at heart.
She's got my well-being at heart.
She cares for me.
She just want to make sure I am fine.
She just want me to study hard and get good results.
At the end of the day, I am going to be the one who profited from all these.
Not her.
But why is she helping me so much?
Because she loves me so much.
She loves me too much.
She loves me and loves me and loves me and loves me again.
Her love for me is unconditional.
Where else can I find someone who loves me so much like that other than my parents.
Nowhere else!
I cant possibly find another her.
For she, will only be, the one and only in my heart.
As much as she loves me, I am going to love her back much more.
This girl is not someone from a wealthy family,
Is not someone from too broke a family too.
She's not famous, she loves dragon and lion dance,
She loves food, she is afraid of dogs,
She hates to wear repeated clothings.
She loves to shop at bugis street.
She is just probably the-girl-next-door kind of girl.
But, she is the girl, that I, Lester Ng love the most.
Who is she?
She is non other than ONG TING YAN
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