I bought my toot a FP polo tee for VDAY PRESENT.. and i am proud of it!

haha

cny

CNY is here..

have been gambling quite alot.

And luck isnt on my side =(

haix.

Ever wonder?

Ever wondered when you are a parent,

and your kid has got a boy/girl friend, how would you, as a parent feel?

As a parent, I would think that once my kid has got a partner, its the end or near end of parent-child communication.

There would be no more " going out on weekends to have a nice warm family dinner/outing"

No more time with your kid.

Child comes home and spend time talking over the phone to the girlfriend.

Spending huge amount of time going out with girlfriend.

And than one day, probes the question of bringing the girlfriend home and stay overnight.

And you start to suspect, start to worry, and dont really trust them.

I do think that when we as young couples have a girlfriend, family bonding is still important.

Letting your parents know your girlfriend, letting them know her, hang out with her, and meet her more often would definitely pull them closer.

A better understanding of the girlfriend.

All these relationships are important,

because it will reach a state whereby we, as kids, would really want the parent to understand how we feel towards our partners.

How we want our parents to trust us.

A simple birthday present for my mom shared between both of us could mean nothing to us, but alot to them.

It makes them feel that they are not left out despite our lack of time spent with them.

It makes them feel good.

WHIS WHOSH

I am stress..

Sometimes, I knw is wrong to blame.

Budden.. this is de fact ..

I mean.. i am in LS for so long.. and i hardly or should I say never had I said this :" because of studies, I cant attend so and so performance"

NEVER!~!

And now.. just because they take it for granted,

Now when i say I have to study at home.

They like not happy.

I mean.. is very unfair.

SO WHAT IF I AM THE COACH SON?

SO WHAT IF MY UNCLE IS DE BIG COACH?

SO WHAT IF MY ENTIRE FAMILY IS IN THIS?

Does this makes me SPECIAL!?

NO NO NO NOOOO NOOOO NOOOOOO NNNNNNOOOOOOO~!!!!!

I have my human rights.

All other people can do this cannot do that dun nid do this.. don nid do tat..

EXCEPT FOR ME!!

And now when I have less time for my studies, my personal time, and my everything that is NOT RELATED TO LS, WHO CAN I BLAME?!?!?!

PEOPLE CAN DONT ATTEND BECAUSE OF STUDIES/PROJECTS/PERSONAL AFFAIRS.

And I cant?

And when I start screwing up my studies and stuffs, I get a scolding from my parents?

DONT YOU THINK IS SO UNFAIR?!

I mean, I just want to have my own opinion and HOPEFULLY, somebody... OR ANYBODY can understand and respect my decision.

HOWEVER, it seems that nobody gets me, starting off with my parents.

Oh wellsss...~~

Hate it when my parents quarrel.

Correction, when they are having cold war.

I am trapped in the middle with no directions to follow.

Life is hard as the only child when you parents arent on good terms with each other.

This sucks big time.

Is it too much that I am asking for?

Understand me please ):