Wars at home ):

The seasonal warring period with my mom is coming at its peakest.
She is always finding problem with me even if i din do anything.
Is not like she didnt commit and crime before.
My mouth are kept shut in order to have peace between my parents.
However, it seemed that keeping my mouth shut will also bring harm to me.
And i am innocent.
I dont want to brag and lament about what we quarrel over.
But let me just tell you, it all doesnt make sense.
Sick and tired of this old tedious cycle.
Can we end it? you sure? Is there a way?

Even if the devils could help me rite now, i dun mind praying to them.
All i want now is to drive this family apart.
Peace.

Sometimes i wish that someone could just shoot me and kill me.
Look on the bright side, death is something brought about as easily as lying down on ur bed.
When you are dead, no matters of universe troubles you. I wonder how is it like to be dead.
Do i really go to heaven?

How does my soul looked like?
can i fly? how does it feel.

Stop this shit right now ):