Here was i fucking ill.
Went out with my mom and i tought i wasnt feeling alright.
So i begged her to let me go home first while she continued to walk around.
I came home i got diahorea. many many times.
My stomach was cramping every second and it hurts like hell.
I felt nauseaous. I went to vomit, i din eat anything so all i vomited out was gastric juice i guess.
My stomach had a burning sensation in it and is still continuing with the cramps. Just den, she came home, she saw me knelting by the toilet bowl.( i was vomiting) she din say a word. After that i told her to bring me a piece of tissue paper, she fucking ignored. I washed up and get it myself.
and it all started.
"ALL U WANT TO DO IS TO COME HOME AND USE THE COMPUTER."
WTF? I WAS SICK AND THATS THE BEST U CAN DO? THANKS!
"DONT WANT TO GO OUT WITH ME, SO THAT U CAN COME HOME AND FACE THIS FUCKING COMPUTER."
I WAS ILL FYI!! I DIDNT EVEN USE IT, I JUST ON IT. I WAS FUCKING LYING IN MY FUCKING BED ALL THE FUCKING TIME AND DID YOU EVEN FUCKING SEE.
CAN YOU STOP FUCKING ACCUSE YOUR SON OF NO FUCKING WRONG HE DID.
ALL HE WISHES FOR YOU IS TO COME HOME AND BE NICE.
I DUN NEED YOU TO FUCKING BRING ME TO A DOCTOR! NOT EVEN A FUCKING DOCTOR CAN FUCKING CURE ME. THERE IS NO POTION TO CURE HEART-BREAKS. ALL IT NEEDS IS A LITTLE FUCKING TRUST.
YOU ALWAYS OFFENDED ME SAYING I WASNT FILIAL, I WASNT GOOD TO YOU. HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BE FUCKING GOOD TO YOU WHEN YOU URSELF FUCKING TREAT UR OWN SON LIKE A FUCKING DOG. I DIDNT MALIGNED YOU OF ANYTHING. I JUST FUCKING SAID I WANTED TO COME HOME BECAUSE I WASNT FEELING ALRIGHT. YOU FUCKING GAVE ME A FUCKING BLACK FACE. I TOUGHT U WERE ALRIGHT AFTER TAT.
YOU CALLED ME LATER, ASKING ME WHERE AM I.
I TOLD YOU I WAS AT HOME.
YOU FUCKING SCREAMED INTO THE PHONE AND SAID ALL I WANT TO DO IS TO FIND SOME FUCKING LAME EXCUSE SO THAT I CAN GO HOME AND USE MY COMPUTER.
IS THIS WHAT YOU FUCKING THINK? I KNOW, U TRUST NOBODY SO IS FUCKING USELESS QUARRELLING WITH YOU. U WILL ALWAYS WIN.
I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS.
HERE I AM SICK, DOWN, VOMITTING, AND YOU JUST MADE IT BETTER.
I SINCERLY THANK YOU.
WHY DONT YOU FUCK OFF AND DIE.
FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS THE LAST STRAW.
AND I WANT IS THAT TINY BIT OF TRUST WHICH COULD CHANGE EVERYTHING.
INSTEAD, YOU REPLACED IT WITH HATRED AND SUSPICION.
NEVERMIND.
I AM IN TOO MUCH PAIN TO GO ON. I SHALL STOP HERE.
I WILL NOT FORGET THIS.
YOU BETTER FUCKING REMEBER ALSO.
FUCK MY MOTHER!!@!@!@!@!@!@$#@%^%^&*^*(&^%@#$#$&*^*&%$