This is SHit!

Damm it.
I hate my mom alot today.
I was behaving so well for the past few days, and all that rhythm is crashend just in one day.

Please, I need someone to talk to.
I cant express how i feel in just this blog.
I need a personal confrontation.
I need a face to face talk.
but then again, who can i talk to who will listen to all my sorrows.
Who can i speak freely without constraining myself.
I know deep inside me i need someone desperately to talk to.
But whenever i face anyone, my mouth just shut and everything just refuse to spill.

I am helpless, yet i am in need of help big time.
Who can solve this problem. God? Does he even exists?
I need someone who can feel my heart without me explaining too much.
Someone who knows me too well.