Been very super busy lately.

Presentations, projects, CNY.

woah.. sian..

I tink this year CNY i helped out the least.

Minimal participation.

I couldnt care more.

Best is no participation at all.

Tomorrow still got Chingay. T_T

This year chingay is going to be sian lor.

So totally not looking forward to it.

OK, last of all, i dun tink i will update sooner or later.

The next time could be quite long. 

Be prepared. I am lazy and tired and busy.

Burh byeess~~

Too much happened during CNY.

Not going to talk about it one bit.

Anything just see my friends blog, i am sure some of em will be updating on CNY.

Now the big thing is, will i get a tomorrow?

My presentation!!!

Hoping for A.

HEHE.

Thats all!!

Burh byeee~

Alot of meaningful things happened these few days.

First of all on friday, Derek sprained his leg really seriously, like going to break anytime.

So de pain is unberable and he wanna go and see a doctor.

Realised that he couldnt even walk.

So Me and Dickson rushed to nursing block and borrowed a wheelchair.

Came down with it.

Help derek ( aka balless freak ) up the wheelchair.

Den he say damm malu sitting in the wheelchair wearing labcoat holding a fruit basket munching on an apple and pushing around NP.

HAHA. i decided to be sadistic and took a picture of him.

After he cabbed home, dickson pushed me back ( i sat on the wheelchair ) we returned de wheelchair and said thanks.

I also snap some shots of my formal wear.

I look smart. HOHOHO.

I SERIOUSLY RECOMMEND YOU TO WATCH THIS VIDEO.





TRUST ME, I AM GONNA PLAY LIKE HIM ONE DAY.
HOHOOHOHOHO

Wars at home ):

The seasonal warring period with my mom is coming at its peakest.
She is always finding problem with me even if i din do anything.
Is not like she didnt commit and crime before.
My mouth are kept shut in order to have peace between my parents.
However, it seemed that keeping my mouth shut will also bring harm to me.
And i am innocent.
I dont want to brag and lament about what we quarrel over.
But let me just tell you, it all doesnt make sense.
Sick and tired of this old tedious cycle.
Can we end it? you sure? Is there a way?

Even if the devils could help me rite now, i dun mind praying to them.
All i want now is to drive this family apart.
Peace.

Sometimes i wish that someone could just shoot me and kill me.
Look on the bright side, death is something brought about as easily as lying down on ur bed.
When you are dead, no matters of universe troubles you. I wonder how is it like to be dead.
Do i really go to heaven?

How does my soul looked like?
can i fly? how does it feel.

Stop this shit right now ):

Fall for you - secondhand serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core


But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find


This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start


Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible


So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep


Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find


Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind


Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is SHit!

Damm it.
I hate my mom alot today.
I was behaving so well for the past few days, and all that rhythm is crashend just in one day.

Please, I need someone to talk to.
I cant express how i feel in just this blog.
I need a personal confrontation.
I need a face to face talk.
but then again, who can i talk to who will listen to all my sorrows.
Who can i speak freely without constraining myself.
I know deep inside me i need someone desperately to talk to.
But whenever i face anyone, my mouth just shut and everything just refuse to spill.

I am helpless, yet i am in need of help big time.
Who can solve this problem. God? Does he even exists?
I need someone who can feel my heart without me explaining too much.
Someone who knows me too well.

Poetry

Life has no meaning without you.
I would rather have a moment with you by my side, rather than an eternity without you.
I need your presence. Your shadows cast over my lonely soul.
Your warmth to melt my frozen heart.





Haix, what is this i am feeling now siol.
Normal days when i dont see you, i dont talk to you, i came to realise that i can live without you.
I can finally stop thinking about you.
But, now it seemed likewise.
Met up with you today, and this weird feeling has been born again.
I realised this feeling is called "the missing of one presence".
I met you today, you awaken this feeling in me.
I miss you, like the old days.
Tried so hard to conquer this fear and in a day, it came back to me even stronger and harder to opress.
Always wanted to propse to you, never had the chance of guts to do so.
I know i am such a failure.
Dont blame me.
This kinda thing a not what a only child is best at.
However, one day, i will definitely propose to you.
In fact, i got the date set in my head.
Hopefully, i managed to dig out all my courage and confront you face to face.
I know i will.
I believe in miracles yes i do!
This three words " i love you" have been confined within the solid walls of my heart for too long.
Is time i let them free.
Is time i let them find the right owner.

I always believe that time will solve everything.
Time is also equals to the amount of patience and tolerance a particular person have.
If one is to be patient, he shall see the light.
Just hope that during this test of patience, you to fall off from me.
I need your grasp. Dont leave me. Dont abandon me.









P.S. I think i got just a little lovesick today.

Talking to my friend.
He is a joker.
His hair is so nice(:

Super imba dope hair.
The guy i am talking to, is a porn star.
Act one porn hair. (anyways, i strongly believed is a wig although he denied it )
He says he wanna look like this guy ( Russel Brand )

This guy is russel brand. And i think he looked like shit.



Our pose(:
Now he act one paul two hill.( is this how u spell his name?)
HAHA.. emo hair style.. cover eye de..(:
OKays.. me going off soon.
Burh Byeeeeee

Talking to my friend.
He is a joker.
His hair is so nice(:

Super imba dope hair.
The guy i am talking to, is a porn star.
Act one porn hair. (anyways, i strongly believed is a wig although he denied it )
He says he wanna look like this guy ( Russel Brand )

This guy is russel brand. And i think he looked like shit.



Our pose(:
Now he act one paul two hill.( is this how u spell his name?)
HAHA.. emo hair style.. cover eye de..(:
OKays.. me going off soon.
Burh Byeeeeee

Back from Malaysia competiton.
Alot of things to say, no time. I am tired.
Studying for my quiz tomorrow. (zzzZZZzzz)
Anyways, we got second.
Screw JB LS!!
Got the same marks but have to make us second.
Fuck Malaysia seriously.
HAHAS.
OK. took some photos.
I know i damm handsome, sorry to keep all of you in suspense.
But is not with me. When i get the photos i promise i will upload.
Patience is virture(:
OK.



GOOD BYEE!!!!!!











P.S. Studying for stupid quiz tomorrow.

Back from Malaysia competiton.
Alot of things to say, no time. I am tired.
Studying for my quiz tomorrow. (zzzZZZzzz)
Anyways, we got second.
Screw JB LS!!
Got the same marks but have to make us second.
Fuck Malaysia seriously.
HAHAS.
OK. took some photos.
I know i damm handsome, sorry to keep all of you in suspense.
But is not with me. When i get the photos i promise i will upload.
Patience is virture(:
OK.



GOOD BYEE!!!!!!











P.S. Studying for stupid quiz tomorrow.

just a few things i wanna say.
First of all, today going to school is utterly waste of my life.
8-10am which means is only 2 hours which also mean i have to spend around de same time travelling to and fro.
(get what i mean? going to NP takes one hour, coming back takes one hour plus minus la.)

Secondly, nobody from my group came T_T.
All slackers lols.
Stupid Derek broke his freaking ankle or something la.
His ankle chui, den cannot walk.
I think he watch too much porn, PCC too much, too horny.
Cannot blame, his sickening nature.





Anyways, I had dinner at home today(:
My mother cooked spaghetti today. Ok la. Edible but not very taasteful.
Apparently i think she bought other kinda brands of spaghetti sauce instead of Prego.
Prego is the BEST!

Prego is the BEST!





OK!! my CompT teacher was telling us we have to wear formal suit and tie and leather shoes on our final presentation.
SHIOK!
finnaly got a chance to wear those stuffs.
Which means i have to buy them!!
WOOHOO!!! ok i am looking forward to it. But i dun wanna fail it.

WOOOHOOO~~ i cannot imagine myself in something like tat.
somehow i really is damm excited




HAHA.. and whats more.
Imagine my leather shoes were from Salvatore Ferragamo , I would have no more greater desires in life.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH LOLLLOLLOLOLOLSSS!!#@#$#$%^^&*()
Nothing much, i just want this pair of shoes for my next 50 birhdays. Anyone??













The summer night is like a perfection of thought

just a few things i wanna say.
First of all, today going to school is utterly waste of my life.
8-10am which means is only 2 hours which also mean i have to spend around de same time travelling to and fro.
(get what i mean? going to NP takes one hour, coming back takes one hour plus minus la.)

Secondly, nobody from my group came T_T.
All slackers lols.
Stupid Derek broke his freaking ankle or something la.
His ankle chui, den cannot walk.
I think he watch too much porn, PCC too much, too horny.
Cannot blame, his sickening nature.





Anyways, I had dinner at home today(:
My mother cooked spaghetti today. Ok la. Edible but not very taasteful.
Apparently i think she bought other kinda brands of spaghetti sauce instead of Prego.
Prego is the BEST!

Prego is the BEST!





OK!! my CompT teacher was telling us we have to wear formal suit and tie and leather shoes on our final presentation.
SHIOK!
finnaly got a chance to wear those stuffs.
Which means i have to buy them!!
WOOHOO!!! ok i am looking forward to it. But i dun wanna fail it.

WOOOHOOO~~ i cannot imagine myself in something like tat.
somehow i really is damm excited




HAHA.. and whats more.
Imagine my leather shoes were from Salvatore Ferragamo , I would have no more greater desires in life.
HAHAHAHAHAHAH LOLLLOLLOLOLOLSSS!!#@#$#$%^^&*()
Nothing much, i just want this pair of shoes for my next 50 birhdays. Anyone??













The summer night is like a perfection of thought

WOAH~!~! competiton nearing and i am still not feeling anything.
Am i even ready for it?
Can i please dun get my face drawn ?
Can i please dun fall?
Can we please get top 3?

NONONO~!~!~
I cant please! is a must!!
must chiong for top 3!!
please ar... top 3 ar top 3 ar top 3 ar.
If we get Top 3, den somebody will have to undergo the agonising pain of organising.
Apprently i dun tink alot of ppl get wad am i toking about neh mind.
BLACK AND WHITE!!
lalalala.. anyways.. ur present is still stuck with me.
We gotta decide fast(:



That so much for competition, right now, i am mourning over tomorrow's lab!
WHY SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL GOT LAB LIAO!!! SO FAST DE MEH??
WHY WHY WHY?? U KNOW HOW FREAKING DREADFUL IT IS TO ATTEND LAB!!
STUPID LAB COAT, STUPID COVERED SHOES, STUPID STERILISED STENCH IN THE ROOM.
Nothing is cool about it.
AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH.













No quote today la!!!! LAZY AND NO MOODD!!!!!!

WOAH~!~! competiton nearing and i am still not feeling anything.
Am i even ready for it?
Can i please dun get my face drawn ?
Can i please dun fall?
Can we please get top 3?

NONONO~!~!~
I cant please! is a must!!
must chiong for top 3!!
please ar... top 3 ar top 3 ar top 3 ar.
If we get Top 3, den somebody will have to undergo the agonising pain of organising.
Apprently i dun tink alot of ppl get wad am i toking about neh mind.
BLACK AND WHITE!!
lalalala.. anyways.. ur present is still stuck with me.
We gotta decide fast(:



That so much for competition, right now, i am mourning over tomorrow's lab!
WHY SECOND DAY OF SCHOOL GOT LAB LIAO!!! SO FAST DE MEH??
WHY WHY WHY?? U KNOW HOW FREAKING DREADFUL IT IS TO ATTEND LAB!!
STUPID LAB COAT, STUPID COVERED SHOES, STUPID STERILISED STENCH IN THE ROOM.
Nothing is cool about it.
AAAAAAAARRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH.













No quote today la!!!! LAZY AND NO MOODD!!!!!!

damm it.
Should i delete my blog?
All my parents knew about it.
I dun want them to know.
And worse still, my mom apparently read my blog.
She saw all the posts i was ranting about her.
This is bad, real bad.
neh mind, i will decide bout it later or next time.
In the means time, nthng to do((::

damm it.
Should i delete my blog?
All my parents knew about it.
I dun want them to know.
And worse still, my mom apparently read my blog.
She saw all the posts i was ranting about her.
This is bad, real bad.
neh mind, i will decide bout it later or next time.
In the means time, nthng to do((::

My guitar pick died on me today.
It broke due to the immerse pressure i was applying))::
so sad. this pick has a long history down the road.
just spiltted symetrically down.
Need to go shooping for a new one)))):::::
haish.














5.1.2009
11:51am
In loving memories of my guitar pick.
Rest in peace.

My guitar pick died on me today.
It broke due to the immerse pressure i was applying))::
so sad. this pick has a long history down the road.
just spiltted symetrically down.
Need to go shooping for a new one)))):::::
haish.














5.1.2009
11:51am
In loving memories of my guitar pick.
Rest in peace.

Random post.
Was searching for my post it, i found this cutter, damm cute. decided to keep in my bag(:
Anyways, got my post its(: is for my quiz tomorrow.
Argh.. school is starting and i am not even 1% conditioned for it.
I am so not going to get used to waking up early in the morning, taking de bus squeezing into it like pack sardines.
HAHAS.. and de best thing is i am not fully recovered.
ARGH~!~! quiz on de first day of school? can any1 believed it.
Life sucks.
LOLS.
OK. shall end here. I need to study for my quiz sleep early and pray hard i dun be late for tomorrow's lesson.
Getting debarred would be the last thing on my mind dat i want to get myself into.

My post it's(: so many colours. wow wow wee wow(:



My new cutter((:: hahas.













If there are no stupid questions, then what kind of questions do stupid people ask? Do they get smart just in time to ask questions?

Random post.
Was searching for my post it, i found this cutter, damm cute. decided to keep in my bag(:
Anyways, got my post its(: is for my quiz tomorrow.
Argh.. school is starting and i am not even 1% conditioned for it.
I am so not going to get used to waking up early in the morning, taking de bus squeezing into it like pack sardines.
HAHAS.. and de best thing is i am not fully recovered.
ARGH~!~! quiz on de first day of school? can any1 believed it.
Life sucks.
LOLS.
OK. shall end here. I need to study for my quiz sleep early and pray hard i dun be late for tomorrow's lesson.
Getting debarred would be the last thing on my mind dat i want to get myself into.

My post it's(: so many colours. wow wow wee wow(:



My new cutter((:: hahas.













If there are no stupid questions, then what kind of questions do stupid people ask? Do they get smart just in time to ask questions?

aaawwww... i am feeling rubbishgey..
i was sick still must go for chingay rehearsal and training.. T_T
will anyone pity me?
tomorrow training again.. #$#%^&^%^$#%&%^&%$^
screw it.
Was doing blog hopping just now, i tink i missed out on alot.
i was sick and dun have mood to update. Even now i feel like vomitting.
sschool starts on monday. hahas.. looking forward (not?).
i shall end here, i tink my vomit really coming out.













lalalalalalalala~~!













Wisdom doesn't automatically come with old age. Nothing does - except wrinkles. It's true, some wines improve with age. But only if the grapes were good in the first place. ( note this is one of the nicest quote i have come upon so far.)

aaawwww... i am feeling rubbishgey..
i was sick still must go for chingay rehearsal and training.. T_T
will anyone pity me?
tomorrow training again.. #$#%^&^%^$#%&%^&%$^
screw it.
Was doing blog hopping just now, i tink i missed out on alot.
i was sick and dun have mood to update. Even now i feel like vomitting.
sschool starts on monday. hahas.. looking forward (not?).
i shall end here, i tink my vomit really coming out.













lalalalalalalala~~!













Wisdom doesn't automatically come with old age. Nothing does - except wrinkles. It's true, some wines improve with age. But only if the grapes were good in the first place. ( note this is one of the nicest quote i have come upon so far.)

Here was i fucking ill.
Went out with my mom and i tought i wasnt feeling alright.
So i begged her to let me go home first while she continued to walk around.
I came home i got diahorea. many many times.
My stomach was cramping every second and it hurts like hell.
I felt nauseaous. I went to vomit, i din eat anything so all i vomited out was gastric juice i guess.
My stomach had a burning sensation in it and is still continuing with the cramps. Just den, she came home, she saw me knelting by the toilet bowl.( i was vomiting) she din say a word. After that i told her to bring me a piece of tissue paper, she fucking ignored. I washed up and get it myself.
and it all started.
"ALL U WANT TO DO IS TO COME HOME AND USE THE COMPUTER."
WTF? I WAS SICK AND THATS THE BEST U CAN DO? THANKS!
"DONT WANT TO GO OUT WITH ME, SO THAT U CAN COME HOME AND FACE THIS FUCKING COMPUTER."
I WAS ILL FYI!! I DIDNT EVEN USE IT, I JUST ON IT. I WAS FUCKING LYING IN MY FUCKING BED ALL THE FUCKING TIME AND DID YOU EVEN FUCKING SEE.
CAN YOU STOP FUCKING ACCUSE YOUR SON OF NO FUCKING WRONG HE DID.
ALL HE WISHES FOR YOU IS TO COME HOME AND BE NICE.
I DUN NEED YOU TO FUCKING BRING ME TO A DOCTOR! NOT EVEN A FUCKING DOCTOR CAN FUCKING CURE ME. THERE IS NO POTION TO CURE HEART-BREAKS. ALL IT NEEDS IS A LITTLE FUCKING TRUST.
YOU ALWAYS OFFENDED ME SAYING I WASNT FILIAL, I WASNT GOOD TO YOU. HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BE FUCKING GOOD TO YOU WHEN YOU URSELF FUCKING TREAT UR OWN SON LIKE A FUCKING DOG. I DIDNT MALIGNED YOU OF ANYTHING. I JUST FUCKING SAID I WANTED TO COME HOME BECAUSE I WASNT FEELING ALRIGHT. YOU FUCKING GAVE ME A FUCKING BLACK FACE. I TOUGHT U WERE ALRIGHT AFTER TAT.
YOU CALLED ME LATER, ASKING ME WHERE AM I.
I TOLD YOU I WAS AT HOME.
YOU FUCKING SCREAMED INTO THE PHONE AND SAID ALL I WANT TO DO IS TO FIND SOME FUCKING LAME EXCUSE SO THAT I CAN GO HOME AND USE MY COMPUTER.
IS THIS WHAT YOU FUCKING THINK? I KNOW, U TRUST NOBODY SO IS FUCKING USELESS QUARRELLING WITH YOU. U WILL ALWAYS WIN.
I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS.
HERE I AM SICK, DOWN, VOMITTING, AND YOU JUST MADE IT BETTER.
I SINCERLY THANK YOU.
WHY DONT YOU FUCK OFF AND DIE.
FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS THE LAST STRAW.
AND I WANT IS THAT TINY BIT OF TRUST WHICH COULD CHANGE EVERYTHING.
INSTEAD, YOU REPLACED IT WITH HATRED AND SUSPICION.
NEVERMIND.
I AM IN TOO MUCH PAIN TO GO ON. I SHALL STOP HERE.
I WILL NOT FORGET THIS.
YOU BETTER FUCKING REMEBER ALSO.
FUCK MY MOTHER!!@!@!@!@!@!@$#@%^%^&*^*(&^%@#$#$&*^*&%$

Here was i fucking ill.
Went out with my mom and i tought i wasnt feeling alright.
So i begged her to let me go home first while she continued to walk around.
I came home i got diahorea. many many times.
My stomach was cramping every second and it hurts like hell.
I felt nauseaous. I went to vomit, i din eat anything so all i vomited out was gastric juice i guess.
My stomach had a burning sensation in it and is still continuing with the cramps. Just den, she came home, she saw me knelting by the toilet bowl.( i was vomiting) she din say a word. After that i told her to bring me a piece of tissue paper, she fucking ignored. I washed up and get it myself.
and it all started.
"ALL U WANT TO DO IS TO COME HOME AND USE THE COMPUTER."
WTF? I WAS SICK AND THATS THE BEST U CAN DO? THANKS!
"DONT WANT TO GO OUT WITH ME, SO THAT U CAN COME HOME AND FACE THIS FUCKING COMPUTER."
I WAS ILL FYI!! I DIDNT EVEN USE IT, I JUST ON IT. I WAS FUCKING LYING IN MY FUCKING BED ALL THE FUCKING TIME AND DID YOU EVEN FUCKING SEE.
CAN YOU STOP FUCKING ACCUSE YOUR SON OF NO FUCKING WRONG HE DID.
ALL HE WISHES FOR YOU IS TO COME HOME AND BE NICE.
I DUN NEED YOU TO FUCKING BRING ME TO A DOCTOR! NOT EVEN A FUCKING DOCTOR CAN FUCKING CURE ME. THERE IS NO POTION TO CURE HEART-BREAKS. ALL IT NEEDS IS A LITTLE FUCKING TRUST.
YOU ALWAYS OFFENDED ME SAYING I WASNT FILIAL, I WASNT GOOD TO YOU. HOW DO YOU EXPECT ME TO BE FUCKING GOOD TO YOU WHEN YOU URSELF FUCKING TREAT UR OWN SON LIKE A FUCKING DOG. I DIDNT MALIGNED YOU OF ANYTHING. I JUST FUCKING SAID I WANTED TO COME HOME BECAUSE I WASNT FEELING ALRIGHT. YOU FUCKING GAVE ME A FUCKING BLACK FACE. I TOUGHT U WERE ALRIGHT AFTER TAT.
YOU CALLED ME LATER, ASKING ME WHERE AM I.
I TOLD YOU I WAS AT HOME.
YOU FUCKING SCREAMED INTO THE PHONE AND SAID ALL I WANT TO DO IS TO FIND SOME FUCKING LAME EXCUSE SO THAT I CAN GO HOME AND USE MY COMPUTER.
IS THIS WHAT YOU FUCKING THINK? I KNOW, U TRUST NOBODY SO IS FUCKING USELESS QUARRELLING WITH YOU. U WILL ALWAYS WIN.
I HAD ENOUGH OF THIS.
HERE I AM SICK, DOWN, VOMITTING, AND YOU JUST MADE IT BETTER.
I SINCERLY THANK YOU.
WHY DONT YOU FUCK OFF AND DIE.
FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THIS IS THE LAST STRAW.
AND I WANT IS THAT TINY BIT OF TRUST WHICH COULD CHANGE EVERYTHING.
INSTEAD, YOU REPLACED IT WITH HATRED AND SUSPICION.
NEVERMIND.
I AM IN TOO MUCH PAIN TO GO ON. I SHALL STOP HERE.
I WILL NOT FORGET THIS.
YOU BETTER FUCKING REMEBER ALSO.
FUCK MY MOTHER!!@!@!@!@!@!@$#@%^%^&*^*(&^%@#$#$&*^*&%$

Anybody kindly translate for me?
I got this email from my friend is all chinese. I dun noe~!
My chi suck. I only know go "ai" here and "ai" there =X

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。


*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好， 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！


*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！


*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说： 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了


*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。


你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！


爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。

*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。


*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发 觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！


*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。


*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分


*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！


*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。


这封信打动了我，因为它说：'收到了这封信，是因为有人在默默的祝福你，因为你也爱你身边的一些人'。带着爱的，一切将如愿以偿。现在好运已降临到你身上，将此信寄给亲朋好友，使它在界各地周转，不需要寄钱，因为幸运是无代价的。


我在默默的祝福你。*^_^*


让我们一起祝'愿天下有情人终成眷属!!!!!!!













P.S If i could read everything, i wouldnt score a C6.
Any kind soul please? thankew in advance(:

Anybody kindly translate for me?
I got this email from my friend is all chinese. I dun noe~!
My chi suck. I only know go "ai" here and "ai" there =X

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，
只要你有心、有勇气，
与其到处去捡未知的石头，
还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨了吗？
很多人以为是因为感情淡了，
所以人才会变得懒惰。
错！
其实是人先被惰性征服，
所以感情才会变淡的。


*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好， 这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！ 现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！


*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！


*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说： 你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了


*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！ 接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。


你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！


爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。

*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，
你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。


*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发 觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！


*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。


*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分


*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！


*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。


这封信打动了我，因为它说：'收到了这封信，是因为有人在默默的祝福你，因为你也爱你身边的一些人'。带着爱的，一切将如愿以偿。现在好运已降临到你身上，将此信寄给亲朋好友，使它在界各地周转，不需要寄钱，因为幸运是无代价的。


我在默默的祝福你。*^_^*


让我们一起祝'愿天下有情人终成眷属!!!!!!!













P.S If i could read everything, i wouldnt score a C6.
Any kind soul please? thankew in advance(:

oh my god.
HAHA.. quite alot happened.
31st dec - watch IP man!! wow.. love it. the way he overkills his enemies is dammm nicee!~!~!
den go to my aunts place for BBQ. ( and celebration thingy) she called alot of ppl other den our family members. Some of em recognised me but i dun really recognised them. all ulu ulu people.
Anyways, alot of alchoholic products. I tried and took a few pictures but all dark and gloomy so i dun bothered posting it up here(:
lets see, i started with a bland cup of Bailey + soya milk. Not much taste, so i asked my mom to add more, she just poured and filled up de rest of my cup with Bailey. I sian, so i tried, super strong. neh mind, i juz slowly drank. but my slowly turned out to be like 10 mins. HAHA. i finished. den eat here chat there. After that my dad took out his Jack Daniels. HAHA.
So i poured abit and mixed with cola. Tasted bland again, den i action, i pour more.
haha, den quite strong liao lo. i finished it in few gulps. Den i go hellpp me cousin BBQ de food.
I was more into playing with the food rather den cooking it.
Den we play, after dat, i go pour the Jack Daniel again.
Is like a craze, an addiction. Finish pour again. Den my dad introduced me to something new. OK is normal but never tried before so i considered it as new.
He said is something wad rock wadever rock on the rock rock rock rock thingy shit.
(is just made up of pure Jack Daniel and ice) tasted intoxicating ( somehow i sounded like a drug addict who is introducing heroine).
so drink alot. But confirm not drunk. i know it myself ok!
Den went up aunts house. waited for 12am. play play more Bailey.
Den countdown le. Open red wine, Open champange( i hope i spelt it correctly).
Drink again. HAHA... watch fireworks. Drink and talk.
after tat went home. Sleepy. Not drunk. I AM NOT DRUNK. slept at 4++
Woke up today, cfm chui. I tink i got minor hangovers. Lathargic the whole day. Trng was shit.
Dats all Peps.













There are people whom one loves immediately and forever. Even to know they are alive in the world with one is quite enough.

oh my god.
HAHA.. quite alot happened.
31st dec - watch IP man!! wow.. love it. the way he overkills his enemies is dammm nicee!~!~!
den go to my aunts place for BBQ. ( and celebration thingy) she called alot of ppl other den our family members. Some of em recognised me but i dun really recognised them. all ulu ulu people.
Anyways, alot of alchoholic products. I tried and took a few pictures but all dark and gloomy so i dun bothered posting it up here(:
lets see, i started with a bland cup of Bailey + soya milk. Not much taste, so i asked my mom to add more, she just poured and filled up de rest of my cup with Bailey. I sian, so i tried, super strong. neh mind, i juz slowly drank. but my slowly turned out to be like 10 mins. HAHA. i finished. den eat here chat there. After that my dad took out his Jack Daniels. HAHA.
So i poured abit and mixed with cola. Tasted bland again, den i action, i pour more.
haha, den quite strong liao lo. i finished it in few gulps. Den i go hellpp me cousin BBQ de food.
I was more into playing with the food rather den cooking it.
Den we play, after dat, i go pour the Jack Daniel again.
Is like a craze, an addiction. Finish pour again. Den my dad introduced me to something new. OK is normal but never tried before so i considered it as new.
He said is something wad rock wadever rock on the rock rock rock rock thingy shit.
(is just made up of pure Jack Daniel and ice) tasted intoxicating ( somehow i sounded like a drug addict who is introducing heroine).
so drink alot. But confirm not drunk. i know it myself ok!
Den went up aunts house. waited for 12am. play play more Bailey.
Den countdown le. Open red wine, Open champange( i hope i spelt it correctly).
Drink again. HAHA... watch fireworks. Drink and talk.
after tat went home. Sleepy. Not drunk. I AM NOT DRUNK. slept at 4++
Woke up today, cfm chui. I tink i got minor hangovers. Lathargic the whole day. Trng was shit.
Dats all Peps.













There are people whom one loves immediately and forever. Even to know they are alive in the world with one is quite enough.