Sunday, December 14, 2008

THANKS FOR ACTING LIKE YOU CARED ALL THE WHILE. WHY MUST ALL THESE SHIT ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME.
WHY MUST IT ALWAYS BE YOU CAUSING ALL THE TROUBLES? CANT WE JUST HAVE A PEACEFUL FAMILY? WHY MUST ALWAYS PEOPLE GO YOUR WAY. YOU ARE UN-REASONABLE. NO, NOT UNREASONABLE, YOU ARE RIDICULOUS. SOMETIMES I WISH I WAS NEVER BORN. OR WHY AM I SO UN-FORTUNATE. WHY ARE YOU MY MOM?
YOU ALWAYS CLAIMS THAT DAD ABUSE YOU. BUT COME TO THINK OF IT, I DO THINK IS YOUR FAULT SOMETIMES. WHY DO YOU WANT TO WAKE A SLEEPING GIANT. DAD IS ALWAYS QUIET AND TOLERANT. NOW U MADE HIM FLARE UP, OBVIOUSLY YOU KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN NEXT. FIGHTING ALMOST EVERYDAY. OK.. EVEN IF YOU FIGHT, MUST YOU ALWAYS TAKE YOUR SON TO FLARE UP AT. I JUST REACHED HOME AROUND 4AM YSTD, AND U DIN GIV ME A BREAK. I CAME IN, I SAW A FEW BROKEN UTENSILS. I GUESSED WHAT HAD HAPPENED. YEA, AND U GOT ANGRY WITH DAD AND START SPILLING YOUR ANGER OVER ME? SERIOUSLY, WHAT THE SHIT DID I DO WRONG.
DONT ALWAYS PUT ME IN THIS DIFFICULT SPOT. LIFE ISNT EASY FOR ME. YOU ASKED ME TO LISTEN TO YOU, DAD WOULD FLARE UP AT ME. IF I LISTEN TO DAD, YOU WILL FALRE UP AT ME.
OH PLEASE, CAN YOU TWO JUST SEPERATE? AND GIV ME A BREAK FROM THIS.
YEA, I AM THE ONLY CHILD. WHEN I AM SO DOWN LIKE TAT, WHO CAN I TALK TO?NOONE. AND I AM TRYING TO ACT STRONG, I NEVER LET U SEEN THE WEAK PART OF ME. WHAT WOULD YOU DO EVEN SO? YOU ONLY CARED ABOUT MONEY. IF MONEY IS SO IMPORTANT WHY EVEN GIVE BIRTH TO ME? IS OK, YOU DUN NID TO GIV ME ANY POCKET MONEY, IS NOT LIKE I HAVE NONE.WHY MUST THE CHILD ALWAYS SUFFER FOR THE ADULTS FOOLISHNESS. YEA, I NAMED THIS BLOG SELFISH ADULTS INNOCENT CHILD. AND I FIND IT SO DAMM TRUE. SEE CLAUDIA, YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH FUCKED UP PARENTS.
WHY CANT THEY JUST FUCKING WAKE UP AND FUCKING SEE HOW MUCH SUFFERING THEIR FUCKING SON IS FUCKING UNDERGOING AND MAYB FUCKING STOP ALL THIS.
YOU NEVER GIVE ME A BREAK. YEA, WHY WOULD I NEED ONE?
THANKS FOR WATCHING AS I FALL. NO, I BET U DIN EVEN KNOW TAT I FELL.
YOU SAID YOU CARED FOR ME JUST BY GIVING ME SMALL TREATS? NO I DUN NID ALL THESE TREATS, ALL I WANT IS FOR YOU JUST WAKE UP IN YOU, AND SEE WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON IN THIS FAMILY. IS TEARING APART. HELD UP SO HIGH, ON SUCH A BREAKABLE THREAD.
THIS TIME ROUND, I AM NOT GOING TO BE SOFT AND ALWAYS TALK TO YOU FIRST. NO~! WHY MUST I ALWAYS GIV IN TO YOU. YOU DUN TREAT ME LIKE YOUR SON, DEN I SHALL NOT TREAT YOU AS MY MOM. MY PATIENCE HAS REACHED. EVEN YSTD, I DIN EVEN QUARREL MUCH WITH YOU. I AM ALWAYS KEEPING SILENT AND YOU TINK YOU CAN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT.
YOU TOTALLY SCREWED ME UP LAST NIGHT. BUT I CANT CRY, I CANT EVEN SHED A FUCKING TEAR. WHATS FUCKING WRONG WITH ME. NOBODY TO SHARE MY PROBLEMS WITH, NOBODY TO SHARE MY JOYS. YEA, I CAN ONLY TURN TO MY FRIENDS FOR HELP IN A TIME LIKE TAT, BUT I ALWAYS END UP EMO-ING. I HARDLY TELL THEM ANYTHING DAT HAPPENED OR WADSOEVER. HAVE YOU EVER SPARED A THOUGHT FOR ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

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