Just reached home.
Nobody is online(:
I think i am feeling abit better?
Lets hope so.
She was sleeping.
Peace in the house tonight.
Silence we enjoyed tonight.
What will tomorrow bring?
Lets hope for the best.

Current mood : emo + sad
Currently enjoying : silence and the cool temperature
Currently hating : everyone in this house





Came through like a cold gust of wind
Upsetting everything in her path
So she could clear her way to me-
To my heart

My heart smiled down on her
Determination to show me that she cared

My soul wept at the thought of her-
That recovered puzzle piece-
That would make us whole

My words danced upon paper as
If hot coals lay beneath them

My fingertips remained fixed upon hers-
Her lips, her body, her face
As if they had an insatiable hunger to fulfill

My body reacted as if being possessed
By something higher
More powerful than anything on this earth-
Some kind of surreal love
Some realization of my true purpose

The emptiness left behind
The scars on my heart that will never heal

Yearning for her-craving her
Craving her like a fiend

How long might I survive in this
Despondent trance-like state?

Going through the motions,
Lacking all emotion
So as to wear my smile to mask
My immeasurable pain

Love has left my life
And my fear is that
I may never experience it again
If I can't have her in my life

My fear is all too quickly
Becoming my-
My devastating reality