I dun noe whats wrong.. but suddenly my stomach cramps is coming back again.
When to the toilet, sit-ted there but nthng came out.
Still it hurts like hell..
and dun noe why.. few moments ago, i was like super happy and bright.. den dun noe why suddenly i am like.. ok super moody.. and i am damm sad): i tink after listening to hallelujah i become sad again.. *sobs* feel like crying out!! but i have no tears):
my mood is wavy and i think i am going to sleep rite now..
wanna sleep early.. I HATE THIS FEELING!!! UURRGHGHH!!!


*as i tried to cry*
*stil trying*
*try harder*

P.S. I tried to cry.













Deep is a wounded heart, and strong
A voice that cries against a mighty wrong;
And full of death as a hot wind's blight,
Doth the ire of a crushed affection light.