Sunday, November 30, 2008
My skin is tearing apart, my blood vessels bursting due to the immense boredom.
As my heart pumps blood, i can feel the pressure gushing against the walls of my artery.
Every little movment i made is sensed and picked up by my 5 senses. As i breathe out, i can feel my lungs being emptied again while bordom fills me up in no time. Looking around, 4 white walls greeted my plain eye.my scrawny neck tried its best at keeping my head balanced while looking at this computer screen. My fingers typed aimlessly and as i watch them type, creativity and imagination began to withdraw from my mind. My mouth opened wide and with a feel of deadness, i yawned. Drops of tears which shines under my room light like a sparkling diamond flowed down my smooth cheek and slowly made its way to the bottom of my chin, leaving a trail of moisture behind it. I am dead bored, someone please fill my aimless soul with life again.
My skin is tearing apart, my blood vessels bursting due to the immense boredom.
As my heart pumps blood, i can feel the pressure gushing against the walls of my artery.
Every little movment i made is sensed and picked up by my 5 senses. As i breathe out, i can feel my lungs being emptied again while bordom fills me up in no time. Looking around, 4 white walls greeted my plain eye.my scrawny neck tried its best at keeping my head balanced while looking at this computer screen. My fingers typed aimlessly and as i watch them type, creativity and imagination began to withdraw from my mind. My mouth opened wide and with a feel of deadness, i yawned. Drops of tears which shines under my room light like a sparkling diamond flowed down my smooth cheek and slowly made its way to the bottom of my chin, leaving a trail of moisture behind it. I am dead bored, someone please fill my aimless soul with life again.
i cannot accept this fact.. ok??!!!
i amm sorry.. i really dun noe how to appreciate you all.
I dun noe how to thank you, i dun noe how to treasure you.
maybe one day when you are gone perhaps.. i truly hope i wll finally wake up from this and realise how important you are in my life.. and hopefully i will regret not treasuring you when you are still around.. but sometimes... you made it seemed impossible for me to like you at all..
mayb someday i should really try to understand u more.. and perhaps u can understand me more??
since from young u have been taking care of me.. feeding me.. doing everything for me..and i dun appreciate that.. never see that as a token of appreciation...
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Love story is such a nice song, Taylor Swift, a legendary beauty, flawless from every perspective, perfect from every angle, ravishing beauty in which no words can describe.
I tink the way i describe people can be really good.
HAHA.. ok.. here to share a really funny conversation(:
~Dw6gon~ -tingyan- an audience =) haha...NOT AT ALL BUSY!!! =.= says:
where you want go siol
LeSter`` DRUMMER! says:
i am abit high on caffeiene
~Dw6gon~ -tingyan- an audience =) haha...NOT AT ALL BUSY!!! =.= says:
sunday leh!!~
~Dw6gon~ -tingyan- an audience =) haha...NOT AT ALL BUSY!!! =.= says:
i hate sundays!
LeSter`` DRUMMER! says:
HAHA
sunday is good
LeSter`` DRUMMER! says:
go everywhere no ppl
~Dw6gon~ -tingyan- an audience =) haha...NOT AT ALL BUSY!!! =.= says:
everywhere also so many people
LeSter`` DRUMMER! says:
-.-
~Dw6gon~ -tingyan- an audience =) haha...NOT AT ALL BUSY!!! =.= says:
-.-
LeSter`` DRUMMER! says:
i juz said no people LOLS!
~Dw6gon~ -tingyan- an audience =) haha...NOT AT ALL BUSY!!! =.= says:
i just said so many people!!!
LeSter`` DRUMMER! says:
HAHAHAHAH
HAHA..ok.. mayb like tat read not so funny.. but seriously.. i was laughing my ass off just now...
HAHAHA.. tmr.. no training.. go out ? or study ?
~~ end of post ~~
First weigh the considerations, then take the risks.
i cannot accept this fact.. ok??!!!
i amm sorry.. i really dun noe how to appreciate you all.
I dun noe how to thank you, i dun noe how to treasure you.
maybe one day when you are gone perhaps.. i truly hope i wll finally wake up from this and realise how important you are in my life.. and hopefully i will regret not treasuring you when you are still around.. but sometimes... you made it seemed impossible for me to like you at all..
mayb someday i should really try to understand u more.. and perhaps u can understand me more??
since from young u have been taking care of me.. feeding me.. doing everything for me..and i dun appreciate that.. never see that as a token of appreciation...
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes
Love story is such a nice song, Taylor Swift, a legendary beauty, flawless from every perspective, perfect from every angle, ravishing beauty in which no words can describe.
I tink the way i describe people can be really good.
HAHA.. ok.. here to share a really funny conversation(:
~Dw6gon~ -tingyan- an audience =) haha...NOT AT ALL BUSY!!! =.= says:
where you want go siol
LeSter`` DRUMMER! says:
i am abit high on caffeiene
~Dw6gon~ -tingyan- an audience =) haha...NOT AT ALL BUSY!!! =.= says:
sunday leh!!~
~Dw6gon~ -tingyan- an audience =) haha...NOT AT ALL BUSY!!! =.= says:
i hate sundays!
LeSter`` DRUMMER! says:
HAHA
sunday is good
LeSter`` DRUMMER! says:
go everywhere no ppl
~Dw6gon~ -tingyan- an audience =) haha...NOT AT ALL BUSY!!! =.= says:
everywhere also so many people
LeSter`` DRUMMER! says:
-.-
~Dw6gon~ -tingyan- an audience =) haha...NOT AT ALL BUSY!!! =.= says:
-.-
LeSter`` DRUMMER! says:
i juz said no people LOLS!
~Dw6gon~ -tingyan- an audience =) haha...NOT AT ALL BUSY!!! =.= says:
i just said so many people!!!
LeSter`` DRUMMER! says:
HAHAHAHAH
HAHA..ok.. mayb like tat read not so funny.. but seriously.. i was laughing my ass off just now...
HAHAHA.. tmr.. no training.. go out ? or study ?
~~ end of post ~~
First weigh the considerations, then take the risks.
Saturday, November 29, 2008
instead of de normal 24/7 try this
3600/60/ 24/7/ 31/ 12..
i miss you 3600/60/24/7/31/12... (:
i love you 3600/60/24/7/31/12...(:
i think of you 3600/60/24/7/31/12...(:
ok... wad de shit am i posting.. HAHA.. yeaps!! i love de world..
HAIX... Singaporean got killed by terrorist.. why cant this world be a more peacful world.
terrifying terrorist!!
Why cant all terrorist be like arccccchhhchchchchchmed.. so cute and hilarious.
Jingle bombs Jingle Bombs, i think i am screwed!!
HAHAHA... i tink my this post really random.
Talk in everlasting words. And dedicate them all to me -
Song title "words" - Bee Gees
instead of de normal 24/7 try this
3600/60/ 24/7/ 31/ 12..
i miss you 3600/60/24/7/31/12... (:
i love you 3600/60/24/7/31/12...(:
i think of you 3600/60/24/7/31/12...(:
ok... wad de shit am i posting.. HAHA.. yeaps!! i love de world..
HAIX... Singaporean got killed by terrorist.. why cant this world be a more peacful world.
terrifying terrorist!!
Why cant all terrorist be like arccccchhhchchchchchmed.. so cute and hilarious.
Jingle bombs Jingle Bombs, i think i am screwed!!
HAHAHA... i tink my this post really random.
Talk in everlasting words. And dedicate them all to me -
Song title "words" - Bee Gees
Friday, November 28, 2008
The rules & regulations:1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tagging back.
First - I have no armpit hair ( ok this is abit gross..)
Second - I love to talk to myself especially when i am super scared in the lift or something.Keep on imagining something will appear in front of you.. den i get really tensed and talk to myself to distract my mind (:
Third - OK.. this is abit "open". I usually sleep with only a pair of boxers(: OK.. in fact i walk around de house with boxers only... unless somebody is at home. But i never wear boxers out. Briefs is still the best(: Boxers SUCK!!
Forth - I have very dry skin.. as in literally dry and un smooth/rough. Drummer.. u dun noe anything about old people's hand until u seen/felt mine. Mine is like de worst hands.. rougher den sandpaper.. (:
Fifth - I eat alot alot alot alot alot and i eat super duper uber unhealthly. LIKE around 4 to 5 times of fast food per week.. but i dun seemingly to be growing fat.. and my blood pressure isnt high either.. which means i waste all my food. My body isnt reacting normally to the food i am taking in. urgh.. i wanna grow abit fatter!!!!
Sixth - I love soft toys... and i have alot of soft toys at home.. and i still sleep with them/ talk to them. HAHAHAHA i tink i am really weird.
Seventh - I have super duper long eye lashes. When i wear my specs, i can always feel my eyelashes like touching them.
Eighth - People say my feet looked dead. Go find a dead person's leg and my leg looked exactly like tat. eeeewwww how digusting.
Nineth - I dun have stage fright.. but when i talk to somebody i dun noe tat well or juz knew, i get really nervous and tesed up(:
Tenth The Last! - I can finish a huge bowl of rice or noodles with just gravy and nothing else. I LOVE RICE AND NOODLES~!~!~ dun need meat vege fish whatever.. oh yea... and i dun eat vegetables.. HATE THEM!!!!! EYYYEERR!! especially coleslaw... the most disgusting thing invented by MAN!!
OK.. donded with my quiz.. the ten lucky person tat i am gonna choose.. hmmmm TooT, WMAN, Valerie, Kazuya *slut*, Burden aka WC aka seth?, Claudia my long missed cousin(:, Isabel, Tan Shi HAO aka small is good, Min Long and lastly CAROL~!~!
HAHAHA.. good luck with ur quiz..
You may be disappointed if you fail, but you are doomed if you don't try.
The rules & regulations:1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state this rule clearly
3) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list their names
4) No tagging back.
First - I have no armpit hair ( ok this is abit gross..)
Second - I love to talk to myself especially when i am super scared in the lift or something.Keep on imagining something will appear in front of you.. den i get really tensed and talk to myself to distract my mind (:
Third - OK.. this is abit "open". I usually sleep with only a pair of boxers(: OK.. in fact i walk around de house with boxers only... unless somebody is at home. But i never wear boxers out. Briefs is still the best(: Boxers SUCK!!
Forth - I have very dry skin.. as in literally dry and un smooth/rough. Drummer.. u dun noe anything about old people's hand until u seen/felt mine. Mine is like de worst hands.. rougher den sandpaper.. (:
Fifth - I eat alot alot alot alot alot and i eat super duper uber unhealthly. LIKE around 4 to 5 times of fast food per week.. but i dun seemingly to be growing fat.. and my blood pressure isnt high either.. which means i waste all my food. My body isnt reacting normally to the food i am taking in. urgh.. i wanna grow abit fatter!!!!
Sixth - I love soft toys... and i have alot of soft toys at home.. and i still sleep with them/ talk to them. HAHAHAHA i tink i am really weird.
Seventh - I have super duper long eye lashes. When i wear my specs, i can always feel my eyelashes like touching them.
Eighth - People say my feet looked dead. Go find a dead person's leg and my leg looked exactly like tat. eeeewwww how digusting.
Nineth - I dun have stage fright.. but when i talk to somebody i dun noe tat well or juz knew, i get really nervous and tesed up(:
Tenth The Last! - I can finish a huge bowl of rice or noodles with just gravy and nothing else. I LOVE RICE AND NOODLES~!~!~ dun need meat vege fish whatever.. oh yea... and i dun eat vegetables.. HATE THEM!!!!! EYYYEERR!! especially coleslaw... the most disgusting thing invented by MAN!!
OK.. donded with my quiz.. the ten lucky person tat i am gonna choose.. hmmmm TooT, WMAN, Valerie, Kazuya *slut*, Burden aka WC aka seth?, Claudia my long missed cousin(:, Isabel, Tan Shi HAO aka small is good, Min Long and lastly CAROL~!~!
HAHAHA.. good luck with ur quiz..
You may be disappointed if you fail, but you are doomed if you don't try.
Thursday, November 27, 2008
CANNON
EOS 40D -$ 1599
- 10.1 Megapixels
-6.5 frames/second
-9-point Cross Auto Focus System
-14-bit A/D conversion
Live View with auto focus
Large 3.0" LCD
EOS 50D - $2099
- 15.1 megapixel
- 6.3 Frames/second
- Digital 4 image processor
- Intergrated cleaning system
- Live View with auto focus
- Large 3" LCD
EOS 450D - $1099
- 12.2 megapixels CMOS Sensor
- EOS intergrated Cleaning system
- 3.5 frames/second
- Spot metering
- Large 3" LCD
- Live View with auto focus
EOS 1000D - $1099
- 10.1 megapixel CMOS Sensor
- EOS intergrated cleaning system
- 3.0 frames.second
- Large 2.5" LCD
- Live View with auto focus
OLYMPUS
E-3 - $2699
- 10 megapixels
- Dust reduction system
- Advanced Live View
- 11 -pt Twin Cross AF
E-520 - $1048
- 10 megapixels
- Dust Reduction system
- Live View with face detection
- Built in image stabilization
E-420 - $880
- 10 megapixels
- Dust reduction system
- Live View with face detection
- Smallest body
SONY
α 200 - $888
- 10.2 megapixels
- Noise Reduction
- Optical image stabilizer
- D-range optimizer
α 350 - $1099
- 14.2 megapixels
- Optical image stabilizer
- Photo TV High Def
- D-range optimizer
- Noise Reduction
- Qucik AF Live view
α 300 - $1099
- 10.2 megapixels
- Optical image stabilizer
- Quick AF live view
- Photo TV high Def
- D-range optimizer
- Noise Reduction
α 700 - $1799
- 12.24 megapixels
- Optical image stabilizer
- Exmos CMCS sensor
- PhotoTV high def
- D-range optimizer
- Noise reduction
NOW~~~ the big daddy!! (: my dream(:
α 900 - $4299
- 24.6 megapixels ( world's highest resolution DSLR )
- Optical image stabilizer
- 35mm full frame
- Exmor CMCS Sensor
- PhotoTV high def
- D-range optimizer
- Noise reduction
HAHAHAHA!! alrights end of post..
*note the prices are only the camera itself. there are certain upgrades giv u free lens and wadever crap. and now @ sistec u will get some freebies also.
Went to SISTEC@ expo today.. walk around... intending to buy something from there tomorrow(: IT SHOW!! must buy something HEE HEE(:
The past is finished. There is nothing to be gained by going over it. Whatever it gave us in the experiences it brought us was something we had to know.
CANNON
EOS 40D -$ 1599
- 10.1 Megapixels
-6.5 frames/second
-9-point Cross Auto Focus System
-14-bit A/D conversion
Live View with auto focus
Large 3.0" LCD
EOS 50D - $2099
- 15.1 megapixel
- 6.3 Frames/second
- Digital 4 image processor
- Intergrated cleaning system
- Live View with auto focus
- Large 3" LCD
EOS 450D - $1099
- 12.2 megapixels CMOS Sensor
- EOS intergrated Cleaning system
- 3.5 frames/second
- Spot metering
- Large 3" LCD
- Live View with auto focus
EOS 1000D - $1099
- 10.1 megapixel CMOS Sensor
- EOS intergrated cleaning system
- 3.0 frames.second
- Large 2.5" LCD
- Live View with auto focus
OLYMPUS
E-3 - $2699
- 10 megapixels
- Dust reduction system
- Advanced Live View
- 11 -pt Twin Cross AF
E-520 - $1048
- 10 megapixels
- Dust Reduction system
- Live View with face detection
- Built in image stabilization
E-420 - $880
- 10 megapixels
- Dust reduction system
- Live View with face detection
- Smallest body
SONY
α 200 - $888
- 10.2 megapixels
- Noise Reduction
- Optical image stabilizer
- D-range optimizer
α 350 - $1099
- 14.2 megapixels
- Optical image stabilizer
- Photo TV High Def
- D-range optimizer
- Noise Reduction
- Qucik AF Live view
α 300 - $1099
- 10.2 megapixels
- Optical image stabilizer
- Quick AF live view
- Photo TV high Def
- D-range optimizer
- Noise Reduction
α 700 - $1799
- 12.24 megapixels
- Optical image stabilizer
- Exmos CMCS sensor
- PhotoTV high def
- D-range optimizer
- Noise reduction
NOW~~~ the big daddy!! (: my dream(:
α 900 - $4299
- 24.6 megapixels ( world's highest resolution DSLR )
- Optical image stabilizer
- 35mm full frame
- Exmor CMCS Sensor
- PhotoTV high def
- D-range optimizer
- Noise reduction
HAHAHAHA!! alrights end of post..
*note the prices are only the camera itself. there are certain upgrades giv u free lens and wadever crap. and now @ sistec u will get some freebies also.
Went to SISTEC@ expo today.. walk around... intending to buy something from there tomorrow(: IT SHOW!! must buy something HEE HEE(:
The past is finished. There is nothing to be gained by going over it. Whatever it gave us in the experiences it brought us was something we had to know.
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
HAHA.. nothing to do in school so took some random + lame photos..
OK.. this photo is taken some time back.. not today.. juz swap flip flops with my fren and took a photo.. nice rite?? HEEHEE
Stupid balless file..
The owner abit screw up, but the bag is cool(:
Artistic angle(:
Artistic angle 2
This drink sucked!
Tissue paper... HAHA.. like de design.. so juz snap it
If someone offers you a gift, and you decline to accept it, the other person still owns that gift. The same is true of insults and verbal attacks.
HAHA.. nothing to do in school so took some random + lame photos..
OK.. this photo is taken some time back.. not today.. juz swap flip flops with my fren and took a photo.. nice rite?? HEEHEE
Stupid balless file..
The owner abit screw up, but the bag is cool(:
Artistic angle(:
Artistic angle 2
This drink sucked!
Tissue paper... HAHA.. like de design.. so juz snap it
If someone offers you a gift, and you decline to accept it, the other person still owns that gift. The same is true of insults and verbal attacks.
den HH called me.. and aiya.. wadever la.. we juz made a deal to meet in town..
so went for lunch at burgerking.. SUPER FULL..
ok... after tat... met up with drummer for dinner at pepper lunch.. pretty slowwwww and enjoyable i tink.. HEEHEE...
OK... now i want to talk bout training..
first of all, i got condemmed by my coach for being late.. HE is always like tat.. acting sarcarstic and as though i never come or late abit will be like de end of de world. siol.. wts la!
and den.. injuries and injuries..
got hit directly on my knee cap by the shuai peng.. ok.. know i am walking with a limp.. so how serious do you tink it is..
secondly.. my freaking knee juz blowed my chest.. a direct shot from de knee cap, all de way to my chest while flipping from a bench like thinggy.. i tink is quite dangerous... my chest will hurt like hell tmr.. i dun wish for tat to happen.
siol.. i dun wanna die):
OK.. sorry.. i still never take any photos recently.. so nthng to upload..
i promise tmr's update will have a photo. HAHA!
Toot, dun hate me anymore. dun get annoyed with me anymore.
Drummer siol. Unfilial child. Go drink your soup!
If one speaks or acts with a cruel mind, misery follows, as the cart follows the horse... If one speaks or acts with a pure mind, happiness follows, as a shadow follows its source.
den HH called me.. and aiya.. wadever la.. we juz made a deal to meet in town..
so went for lunch at burgerking.. SUPER FULL..
ok... after tat... met up with drummer for dinner at pepper lunch.. pretty slowwwww and enjoyable i tink.. HEEHEE...
OK... now i want to talk bout training..
first of all, i got condemmed by my coach for being late.. HE is always like tat.. acting sarcarstic and as though i never come or late abit will be like de end of de world. siol.. wts la!
and den.. injuries and injuries..
got hit directly on my knee cap by the shuai peng.. ok.. know i am walking with a limp.. so how serious do you tink it is..
secondly.. my freaking knee juz blowed my chest.. a direct shot from de knee cap, all de way to my chest while flipping from a bench like thinggy.. i tink is quite dangerous... my chest will hurt like hell tmr.. i dun wish for tat to happen.
siol.. i dun wanna die):
OK.. sorry.. i still never take any photos recently.. so nthng to upload..
i promise tmr's update will have a photo. HAHA!
Toot, dun hate me anymore. dun get annoyed with me anymore.
Drummer siol. Unfilial child. Go drink your soup!
If one speaks or acts with a cruel mind, misery follows, as the cart follows the horse... If one speaks or acts with a pure mind, happiness follows, as a shadow follows its source.
Monday, November 24, 2008
OK... for those who updated i know.. but there seems to be alot of people not updating their blogs.. bloddy hell...
Somebody is gonna get hurt tonight~~
Tap Sum Bong...
his name is !xobile
OK... somehow Russell Peters voice is hammered into my head.. and yeah.. he is funny no doubt.. HAHA zomg... gonna watch it again tomorrow!!~!~!~ WOOTTSS
U save a 50 cent here u save a 50 cent there u get a dollar.
U go to the dollar shop and u get another item.
By all means marry; if you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher.
OK... for those who updated i know.. but there seems to be alot of people not updating their blogs.. bloddy hell...
Somebody is gonna get hurt tonight~~
Tap Sum Bong...
his name is !xobile
OK... somehow Russell Peters voice is hammered into my head.. and yeah.. he is funny no doubt.. HAHA zomg... gonna watch it again tomorrow!!~!~!~ WOOTTSS
U save a 50 cent here u save a 50 cent there u get a dollar.
U go to the dollar shop and u get another item.
By all means marry; if you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher.
OK... so stop freaking invading my space.. and act as if is my fault..
If money is so important den dun even fucking care giving birth to me...
WTF la...
Quarrel everyday and even until now.... ok.. mayb i shouldnt really care soooo much....
YEAH... not going to give a fucking damm on anything anymore
Door locked.
Nobody's coming in or out.
ok apologies. I used vulgarities.
Forgive me people):
Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.
OK... so stop freaking invading my space.. and act as if is my fault..
If money is so important den dun even fucking care giving birth to me...
WTF la...
Quarrel everyday and even until now.... ok.. mayb i shouldnt really care soooo much....
YEAH... not going to give a fucking damm on anything anymore
Door locked.
Nobody's coming in or out.
ok apologies. I used vulgarities.
Forgive me people):
Life is pleasant. Death is peaceful. It's the transition that's troublesome.
Friday, November 21, 2008
Strong sense of satisfaction , HAHA.. dun noe why.. juz came back from traing but i feel damm satisfied but i dun noe wad de shit have i done.
OK.. today is a good day.. went sentosa to do some really yucky thingy.. no words can describe the yuckinesss of today. HAHAHA... den after we done, ( we are de first btw.. WOOHOO ) went arnd de area to explore de ulu ulu places.. YEAH... came across this really creepy underground passage like thingy.. but de entrance got locked.. it looked damm scary.. den ZOMG..
we came across this kinda like old abandoned house or building.. is quite small.. den can see thru inside... de walls are like half gone... and den we saw a touch ground mirror.. de weirdest thing is.. is that kinda places... everything u see shuld either be broken/dirty/dusty/unused..
However.. looking at the condition of de mirror.. is super untouched.. and good condition,... no chipped off or broken parts and de best part is..... de layer of dust on de mirror is so tiny..
macham cannot see like.. is like no dust.. how can something so old... not have any dust.. all de walls of de building is like filled with algae and everything is like after earthquake .. and de mirror being like de most fragile thing is so alright..
ANYWAY.. that freak me out a little.. and me and toot was like.. ok.. lets not explore anymore and get the living hell out of here.. HAHA..
OK.. today was one freakish encounter..
DEn... went for training at night.. although i did literally nthng
coz my no2 never come.. so.. i practically did nthng... but dun noe somehow..
or more like rite now... whenever i breathe in my left side of de chest ( where de heart area is) hurts like hell.. IS like something thick and abit blunt poking you in de inside... from de front and de back.. can feel tat acute pain.. OUCH.. even rite now i breathe in.. it still hurts.. OMB.. am i dying??? wad if i nvr wake up from my sleep tmr??? ok.. wishful thoughts again..
GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF LESTER *slapped*
Anyway.. toking bout de mirror.. didnt take any photos.. apparently i was abit freak out to take..
Imagine "something else" appearing in my photo.. HAHA.. ok.. time out.. lets drop this topic.
OUCH.... de pain.. my chest.. argh.......
ok... end of post..
P.S. I did nothing during training today.
Strong sense of satisfaction filled me as the day passes.
Hope everyday will be like that.
Rip me off my emo days(:
Do, or do not. There is no 'try'.
Strong sense of satisfaction , HAHA.. dun noe why.. juz came back from traing but i feel damm satisfied but i dun noe wad de shit have i done.
OK.. today is a good day.. went sentosa to do some really yucky thingy.. no words can describe the yuckinesss of today. HAHAHA... den after we done, ( we are de first btw.. WOOHOO ) went arnd de area to explore de ulu ulu places.. YEAH... came across this really creepy underground passage like thingy.. but de entrance got locked.. it looked damm scary.. den ZOMG..
we came across this kinda like old abandoned house or building.. is quite small.. den can see thru inside... de walls are like half gone... and den we saw a touch ground mirror.. de weirdest thing is.. is that kinda places... everything u see shuld either be broken/dirty/dusty/unused..
However.. looking at the condition of de mirror.. is super untouched.. and good condition,... no chipped off or broken parts and de best part is..... de layer of dust on de mirror is so tiny..
macham cannot see like.. is like no dust.. how can something so old... not have any dust.. all de walls of de building is like filled with algae and everything is like after earthquake .. and de mirror being like de most fragile thing is so alright..
ANYWAY.. that freak me out a little.. and me and toot was like.. ok.. lets not explore anymore and get the living hell out of here.. HAHA..
OK.. today was one freakish encounter..
DEn... went for training at night.. although i did literally nthng
coz my no2 never come.. so.. i practically did nthng... but dun noe somehow..
or more like rite now... whenever i breathe in my left side of de chest ( where de heart area is) hurts like hell.. IS like something thick and abit blunt poking you in de inside... from de front and de back.. can feel tat acute pain.. OUCH.. even rite now i breathe in.. it still hurts.. OMB.. am i dying??? wad if i nvr wake up from my sleep tmr??? ok.. wishful thoughts again..
GET A HOLD OF YOURSELF LESTER *slapped*
Anyway.. toking bout de mirror.. didnt take any photos.. apparently i was abit freak out to take..
Imagine "something else" appearing in my photo.. HAHA.. ok.. time out.. lets drop this topic.
OUCH.... de pain.. my chest.. argh.......
ok... end of post..
P.S. I did nothing during training today.
Strong sense of satisfaction filled me as the day passes.
Hope everyday will be like that.
Rip me off my emo days(:
Do, or do not. There is no 'try'.
Thursday, November 20, 2008
If you think your life suck, think again
If you think that you are always the only one down think again
I think i have been thorugh 10 times suckier than all these..
Nopes.. i am not trying to attract any attention.
If you tink i am den juz alt f4 away.
My life is shit.. I am screwed up. I guess fate has it this way..
well.. my believe is with bad always comes good.
so many bad things happening to me continously so i really hope good things will start to bloom soon. But till that comes.. i will reside to one corner..
YEAP.. i love being the only child but sometimes.. is not really so good either..
Parents arguing quarrelling?? yeah is common..
sometimes i really wish my parents are divorced.. at least not so much suffering to everybody.
Divorce might not be a bad thing either.. ok.. long story..
i really wished my dad has thought it out real well.. i am big enough.. is safe now(: dun have to worry bout me anymore.
whereas for other matters.. i juz hope that things would really settle down..
ok.. i am going to sleep now :'(
even if i cant sleep.. mayb juz lie down there and sought it all out..
i am so zombie like. good night people good night world..
good night universe
let time fly. like how i want it to fly rite now.
:'(
The capacity to give one's attention to a sufferer is a very rare and difficult thing; it is almost a miracle; it is a miracle
If you think your life suck, think again
If you think that you are always the only one down think again
I think i have been thorugh 10 times suckier than all these..
Nopes.. i am not trying to attract any attention.
If you tink i am den juz alt f4 away.
My life is shit.. I am screwed up. I guess fate has it this way..
well.. my believe is with bad always comes good.
so many bad things happening to me continously so i really hope good things will start to bloom soon. But till that comes.. i will reside to one corner..
YEAP.. i love being the only child but sometimes.. is not really so good either..
Parents arguing quarrelling?? yeah is common..
sometimes i really wish my parents are divorced.. at least not so much suffering to everybody.
Divorce might not be a bad thing either.. ok.. long story..
i really wished my dad has thought it out real well.. i am big enough.. is safe now(: dun have to worry bout me anymore.
whereas for other matters.. i juz hope that things would really settle down..
ok.. i am going to sleep now :'(
even if i cant sleep.. mayb juz lie down there and sought it all out..
i am so zombie like. good night people good night world..
good night universe
let time fly. like how i want it to fly rite now.
:'(
The capacity to give one's attention to a sufferer is a very rare and difficult thing; it is almost a miracle; it is a miracle
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Although i know this is an unearthly hour for "nothing to do".
HAHAHAS.. ok anyway... i tink i recovered from my sadness.. although not completely "healed"
OH yeah anyways... i seriously dun noe what is wrong with my body... first i am down with stupid irritating dumb idioticlow blood pressure... which will eventually giv u migranes few times in a month??? den i will have this weird morning sickness wherei can do things straight... always is like.. urgh.. i dun noe.. and den.. for no reason my right eye will start to pound and ache.. and giv me headaches... ARGH!!!! i wanna be healthy.. i tink am dying.. nvm... if i die WMAN will have her curry chicken or pork to eat at my funeral.. i tink she looking forward ar..
And den.. went down to toots house to chill.. watched a really intersting gameshow programe from Taiwan? YEAH.. is damm funny and i like it... for mths mths and really is long long super long time.. i have not watched TeeVee.. today is like something new for me.. my house de 2 TV.. one huge ass at my living room and another mini ant at my parents room.. hardly or shuld i say never on at all de lo... dun noe why they by for wad siol... i could have made better use of the money and get super meaningfull stuff.. and YEAH!! i finally went training today with my lion tail aka No.2. HAHAHA... ZOMG/OMB we are so freaking iimproving lo.. and i hate it..
i want to be like reall lousy.. so i have less thing to do on CNY... but de no.2 SUPER ai zai.. everything also pull me until cannot to can... urgh... and got scolded/reprimanded(ok i dun noe how to spell) by my stupid irritating dumb un-praising biased( in a wrong way) coach aka my dad.
Everyday training he dun scold me he cant live de.. ZZzzZZzz.. and i got some new injurie.. begining to really hate this sport... and on thursday!!! i am gonna be gay(: will update bout it next time..
ANyway.. photos~!~! from yesterday's playground trip(:
My inhaler(:
Cute.. with all tthe toys(:
Nice ass(:
Perfect timing with the jumping(:
Frogs in Singapore
Handstand sibo(:
Kick!
Act again
HAHAHAHA
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