Life Full of Hatred? or izzit just me..

What is happening.
no one seems to be satisfied with whatever i do.
I've been trying my best.. although got rejected a preety load of times.
i juz never give up do i?
Try to understand me..
1st of all.. being the only child is kinda ' not so fun ' type u see..
especially when yoiu have a family like mine.. you'll know
but i guess.. haix
i hate today.
got scolded for nthng again.
so pissed off..
Am i always de only one tat feels like tat?
everyvody's saying if you got any problems just tok to me... I'll be there
but who actually was there?.. no one i guess.
You know is not easy to change something tat has been going on for such a long time.
For my entire 17 years.. never had i had de chance to share my problems with anyone.
bearing all the crap myself for 17 years.. immune to all this shit.
and now u ask me to spill everything to you? Impossible i say.
I'm not trying to be emo over here brabbing about rubbish..
but i started this blog for 1 sole purpose.. thats to spill everything contained withinn me.. anytime and anywhere or when i like it.
so if you dun like it.. jusy alt+f4 nobody's stopping you.

this post had been quite a long one but reading it will make u understand me more i guess
finally ending it with a smile at last(: