When you say nothing at all

Its amazing how you can speak right to my heart
Without saying a word, you can light up the dark
Try as I may I could never explain
What I hear when you dont say a thing

The smile on your face lets me know that you need me
Theres a truth in your eyes saying youll never leave me
The touch of your hand says youll catch me when ever I fall
You say it best..when you say nothing at all

All day long I can hear people talking out loud
But when you hold me near, you drown out the crowd
Try as they may they can never define
Whats been said between your heart and mine

you say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all.

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Lets me know that you need me.

you say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all

The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Lets me know that you need me.

you say it best when you say nothing at all
You say it best when you say nothing at all.

Michael Jackon. RIP

Rest In Peace

1958 - 2009.

Always remebered as King of Pop.

One of my big time idol... ... ...

This is for you

Meaningful (hopefully ) day.

I hope I made it up to you.

Like totally yea.

Hope you were happy.

Never wanted to see a sad you.

never ... ...

I tried my best.

When i hear your voice, is drowning in the whisper.

If only i could find the answer, to help me understand.

Sometimes i wish i could save you.

And there are so many things i want you to know.

If you fall, stumble down

I will pick you up.

If you fall, you know

I'll be there for you.

A very good friend I dont ever wanna lose.

Speechless

I have nothing more to say about this.

I fucked myself up.

I messed up my friend.

Whats more Lester.... whats more.. ...

This come to an end.

no more

When you say nothing at all.

How to save a life?

How to save a life.

He'll just say he's not the same and you'll begin to wonder why you came.

Step one you say we need to talk.

He walks, you say sit down is just a talk.

Smiles politely back to you, you stare politely right on through.

Where did I go wrong, I've lost a friend, somewhere along in the bitterness and i would like stayed up with you all night, had i know, how to save a life.

As he begins to raise his voice, you lower yours, grant him one last choice.

Drive till you hit the road, or break with the ones you followed

My chick could have what she wants,

Going any store for any bag she wants,

And know she aint never had a man like that,

Who gets you anything ya own desire ike that.

It alls comes down to you.

...

... ... ...

... ... ...

I need to buy bus concession :/

Drunken and sober?

OMG.

Three days chalet with LD and DD people were fun.

First night was chilly as my dad gathered all those staying over.

And then he started spamming his ghost stories.

WOAH.... seriously, i din noe he been thru so much.>.<

OK... now i respect him. Wanna know more ghostly experiences from him.

Second night, barbecue.

Alot of food. Alot of nice food. Alot of SUPER NICE food.

Alot of beer, alot of wines and random alcoholic drinks.

I din drank alot(:

Afterthat, mahjong-ed.

And the dumb me, not knowing how to play mahjong, is being left aside emo-ing.

Third day- PULAU UBIN(:

Since our chalet is located at changi which is damm close to the ferry terminal,

We decided to go pulau ubin for a lil cycling.

Alot of ppl complained that they were tired.

but not me(:

HAHA...

Yea.. used to more tiring ones. My skating experiences.

But overall, pulau ubin was fun.

Epic steeep slopes, de parallel slide on bikes.

So fun(:

Third day - Part 2

Went back to chalet after cycling.

Suddenly, all started to feel hungry, so they microwaved all de remaining leftovers from the BBQ.

And then they found this SUPER COOL Plum wine.

When you look and smell it, it looks damm yucky.

But when u taste it, u will feel heavenly.

Oblivious to the strong alcoholic content ( which is 15 or 16%? ) i continued to spam.

After a while, i felt a lil dizzy.

And then we played cards, loser have to drink.

Play and play, lose and lose.

First bottle, second bottle third bottle.

WOAH. haha.. all finished.

I was about drunk, can feel that i am not walking straight.

Went up to one of the rooms.

We had chatting session.

With carol, ah chao and her sleepy daughter.

I dun noe issit i am drunk or wad luh.. but i managed to spill out some super dark secrets I've never told any1 before.

Oh wells.(:

IS good to spill secrets.

After that had dinner at changi market.

Feeling dammmmm dizzy not walking straight, and doing funny things.

after dinner, lorried home.

Bathed and immediately drop dead on my bed.

This morning, just woke up and blogging.

Head still hurts a little.

I am kinda zombified.

Rather emotionless.

HAHA.

Minor hangover.

Aites, time for me to end.

Very long post.

Drunken words are sober thoughts

Skating!

Skating today was enjoyable.

So little people

This is more like a un-official CCA trng.

HAHA..

Got the whole court to ourselves

slide arndd

woooootss!!

Good thing my wound is still cool.

Din made it worse

HAHAHA

Yeah!! i wore fullll guards.(:

Look kuku... for de sake of my wounds.

after tat.. usuall.. skated to prata house

Ate some really cool dessert.

Pic shall update ltr.

Anyways, alot of things going on today.

So many things in my mind..

arghhhhh

messed up feeling.

DANG..

Chalet tmr till sunday.

Hope i will have fun.

Who are you?

I wanna know you so much... ... ...

Iron my clothes

WOOTS(:

I am proud of myself(:

I just ironed my own black berms.

First time ironing clothes.

With no tutorials or whatsoever from anybody.

100% independance.

HAHA.

YAYS.

I ironed my own clothes.

Gonna iron my jeans for skating later.

HOHO.

Kinda find what is said to be a boring chore ( ironing ) fun.

WOOO.

Iron here i come

MUAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA...

Alrights, time to go and iron before it catches fire :/

XD

Somewhere only we know

I walked across an empty land
I knew the pathway like the back of my hand
I felt the earth beneath my feet
Sat by the river and it made me complete

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

I came across a fallen tree
I felt the branches of it looking at me
Is this the place we used to love?
Is this the place that I've been dreaming of?

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

And if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

[break]

Oh simple thing where have you gone
I'm getting old and I need something to rely on
So tell me when you're gonna let me in
I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin

So if you have a minute why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
So why don't we go

This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go
Somewhere only we know?

Collide

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a frist impression
I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to ryhme
Out of the doubt that fills your mind
You finally find
You and I collide

You finally find
You and I collide
You finally find
You and I collide

Day 2 - Suffering? not so

OK..

today was better.

Bathing was less hellish.

But there's a problem.

A freaking huge-ass moth was flying arnd my bathroom refusing to get out.

I used as many 'weapons' as i can and kinda had a war with a moth. ( wow.. war with a moth rhymesXD )

And this war lasted arnd half an hour -_- until de bloody moth finally decided to fly out of my godamm bathroom.

I dont want moth juice to be part of my soap man, not to include moth shampoo.

YUCKS.

FUCK MOTHS!

Thats all folks(:

Life

You do what you're suppose to do,
with no frown or fuss.
Not because you want to ,
but because you must.
Day after day
It's like a routine.
Don’t have too much to say,
You only do the right thing.
Soon you feel empty,
but you don't know what it could be.
You want no sympathy.
But it's something you can't see
Everything used to make sense,
but now you're lost in a maze.
You feel so tense,
and you pray for better days.
Something just doesn't seem right
You look for an answer that's not there.
You stay awake all night,
But you feel like no one cares.
It's right in your face
and you think it's safe,
or should you forget?
Things don't seem the same,
But what should you do?
You think you should change,
But change for who?
Understanding means nothing to you now.
Your heart is pronounced deceased
This should you allow ,
or find your missing piece?

Suffering - Day 1 Skaterphobic

Suffered hell today.

My wounds are epic painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn with a capital 'P'

Bathing was hell.

Seriously hell.

No words could describe it.

Fuck.

How much longer can I stand this kinda pain

Skaterphobic.

So gonnaaa invest in the best guards i can lay my hands on.

No guards no skate.

KNEE GUARDS especially.

OUCHHHHH~!!!

Ok... i am a man, i should not complain so much.

Bear with it.. *ouch*

Oh wells, what can i do noww??

so bored.

So bored after the camp.

Dang, i cant skate, i have difficulties walking.

Stuck whole day at home ( again-_-) .

Life sucks like this.

Skaterphobic ... ... - is so me.

back from camp

Just back from Inline camp.

Super disorganised in certain things.( expected )

This year's tee wass dammmmmm cool and nice.

HAHA.

This is something damm ironic.

Normal skating practise, all my falls are like super minor.

Even big falls also not those uber big and serious.

Today is just LEISURE skating.

Ya hear that??? L - E - I - S - U - R - E skating.

It means 0, zero, nil, none, non-existant difficulty level.

Is just a relay relay race thingy thing.

And i felled like i never fall before in decades.

I crashed like i never crashed before.

I die like i never die before.

I bleed like nonbody business.

But the manly me continued with the race before passing the bathon for the next skater to skate.

After that got my wounds treated.

Really gross.

How bad i fall.. hmmm hmmm mm mm mmm m .. u could ask me if u wanna noe(:

Nothing much to blog about.

I need a camera:/

Epic Jam

Going to IT show with Derekshit.

Dang... the thought of squeezing thru the god damm crowd just made me sick.

He wanted to buy a camera.

HAHA.

Shall go there and have some fun though.

Its been reallly long since I went out.

Yea?? thanks to CT's

Now that they are over shuld chill out abit!

OH YEA!!

NP inline camp tmr?? ( is it? )

I not too sure whats de date.

I dont know where is de venue we are supposed to meet.

I dont know what we are supposed to bring.( all i know is bring ur skates-_- )

FUG.

I hate last min things.

URRGHH!!

Oh wells.. kinda looking forward to it though.

HAHA..

Inline FTW(:

Aites.. i tink tats about it.

I should start preparing alrdy.

HAHAS.

Till then... ...

Byes(:

This looks COOL(:

Guy's Point of View

We don't care if you talk to other guys.
We don't care if you're friends with other guys.
But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room
and you jump up and tackle him without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off.
It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without
even acknowledging the fact that we're still there.
We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned.
Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till he morning.
Also, when we tell you you're pretty/beautiful/gorgeous/cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.
Don't tell us we're wrong.We'll stop trying to convince you.
The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
Yeah, you can quote me.
Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take Advantage of the mood im in.
Let us pay from time to time, don't "feel bad"
We enjoy doing it.
It's expected.
Smile and say 'thank you.'
Kiss us when no one's watching.
If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking, we'll be more impressed.
You don't have to get dressed up for us.
If we're going out with you in the first place, you don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest skirt you have or put on every kind of make-up you own.
We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you are.
Honestly, i think a girl looks more beautiful when she's just in her pj's.
Or my t-shirt and boxers, not all dolled up.
Don't take everything we say seriously.
Sarcasm is a beautiful thing.
See the beauty in it.
Don't get angry easily.
Stop using magazines/media as your bible.
Don't talk about how hott Tom Cruise, Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in front of us.
It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
Whatever happened to the word 'handsome'/'beautiful'.
I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me with 'Hey handsome!' instead of 'Hey baby/ stud/ cutie/ sexy' or whatever else you can think of.
On the other hand im not sayin i wouldn't like it either.

P.S. Copyrighted(:

Whatever you like

This is officially insane!!!

I am not emo

Changes for the better.

Never stop surprising me with her extrem beauty.

It looks like this time we are over.

I will miss you... ... ... deeply.

Is there really no other way?

I dont wanna lose you.

Each step taken stabs my heart harder.

Every word said slice my throat deeper.

Please love me.

HolySoil

HolySoil.

What a nice word.

HAHA.

Wootss.. Plant maintainence here i come.

May hell be unleashed tomorrow!

If god had a name?
what would it be?
and would you call it to his face?
if you were faced with him and all his glory
what would you ask if you had just one question?

Night at the museum2

Totally waste of time and money.

I din like it at all.

Heard from my frens that it is damm hilarious.

I tink is ok ok only leh.

Some parts are dammmmmm lame.

Not at all funny.

Not at all a show worth watching.

The part 1 is so so so so so way way wayw wayyyy muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhh betterr.

It seems to me i owe alot of NS men money(:

WTF

Something dumb just happened -_-

Saw a can of F&N soda water.

As well as a glass cup of some weird yellow mix water and my dad's jack daniel at the side.

I was damm thirsty.

Just took the can and gulp it down.

After more than arnd half a can, i just realise its contents is jack daniels.

FUCK.

Why am i so dumb.

After drinking so much and i din realise its alchohol.

messed up

Since when did i pon school?

NO?

I was always early, I din PON!!!

FUCKING school called and said my attendance low.

KNN!!

Got shouted by my mom for nthng.

FUCK THIS!!

this is totally messed up.

I am always early for class.

everyone in my class noes tat.. for thte fact that i live in kallang,

Made an effort to wake up so early and go to school

ANd now wad??? i skipped clasS?

WTF.. screw ur system seriously.

Realised alot of things are so messed up in my life.

My life is sooooooo haixxxx

No more of this.

Somebody talk to me.

Free me from this jail.

Someone commented my blog was emo... ... ...

now i know why ):

Hungry

I'm officially hungry.

So hungry i cant do anything.

My house has got nothing to eat. No instant noodles, no cooked food, no finger food, no tidbits.

This is the realllly bad thing when nobody in your house cooks and you eat outside food everyday.

Seriously hungry.

OK... anyways went jurong the entire day.

I got to print my freaking photos.. which cost $2.50 -_-

Left with peanuts when it comes to dinner.

Had a really unfilling dinner.

Strolled to BBALL court and skated there with my Azmi.

yada yada yada yada.. i dun wanna blog about my skating thingy.( it makes ppl snooZe off)

Damm... i just want friday to come faster.

I cant wait for this week and next week to be over.

CT's gone!

PROJECTS gone!

Each day is a gift and not a given right

Plant nutrition

Shit... the formula's and calculation part is so complex.

I'm dead.

Shit.

shit seriously.

Death

It is not death, that sometime in a sigh 
This eloquent breath shall take its speechless flight; 
That sometime these bright stars, that now reply 
In sunlight to the sun, shall set in night; 
That this warm conscious flesh shall perish quite, 
And all life's ruddy springs forget to flow; 
That thoughts shall cease, and the immortal sprite 
Be lapped in alien clay and laid below; 
It is not death to know this,--but to know 
That pious thoughts, which visit at new graves 
In tender pilgrimage, will cease to go 
So duly and so oft,--and when grass waves 
Over the past-away, there may be then 
No resurrection in the minds of men.

the death of a man is a tragedy,

the death of a million is statistics.