What'd we fighting for

2011-02-08T23:14:00.002+08:00

Final Report

Lester Ng Wei Cheng

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In the final report, I’ll be going through the past few months of my attachment life. Call it lucky or unlucky; my internship period collided with the Chinese New Year season. As one could guess, during the Chinese New Year, a plant nursery would be the busiest and business would be at its peak. In this report, I share what I’ve learn during this period of time. I would also cover my overall experience here in Katong Flower Shop Pte Ltd.

Acknowledgment

Many thanks go to Mr Kent Ken, for supporting me throughout my entire time over there. Mr Ken is my manager over there. Although he’s a bit fierce at times, he gave me ample support and help in times of crisis and would guide me and teach me along the way. His help is greatly appreciated. I would have been lost halfway through if he wasn’t there to guide me.

Deepest thanks to my colleges who’ve been working with me for this entire 6 months. The Bangladeshi workers who’ve helped me do certain tasks in which I myself would’ve not completed on my own (e.g. Carrying heavy pots, heavy plants etc). I would also like to thank Recka, an Indian college of mine. She guided me through and taught me how to deal with certain office work which requires a lot more than just normal typing and writing. Taught me how to deal and handle angry or problematic customers, taught me how to converse with the suppliers and lastly taught me how to arrange for appointments between our manager and customers. I don’t know how I would be able to cope without her.

Lastly, I would like to share many thanks to my internship mate who’ve been working with me for the past six months. He is my source of motivation with his never ending enthusiasm and his jokes which never failed to made me laugh at my darkest time. Every time I felt tired, I knew that he’d suffered more than me because he stays at Jurong. Katong Flower Shop is located at Tanah Merah so it’s a coast to coast ride every morning for him. I’d also like to thank him for the light snacks the he never fails to bring every morning and each time after his delivery. Those snacks serve as a booster to fill up your stomach in preparation for some bigger obstacles. He made me realized the value of working together as a team.

Contents Page

- Introduction to company and organization structure.

- Job description

- Description of work environment

- Description of work done

- Analysis of internship experience

- Conclusions and recommendations

- References

Katong Flower Shop, a florist and horticulture business is one of the first flower importers in Singapore. We started operation in 1948 in a small little stall which has grown to become the biggest one stop horti and floral centre in the East of Singapore. In post-war Singapore, the local flower business started to bloom as flowers were required for weddings and other ceremonies.

In the early days, orchids and gladiolus were the favoured flowers. As only the rich could afford to buy these flowers, making them available at the shop inadvertently meant that the Katong Flower Shop catered to the higher strata of the Katong population. Katong Flower Shop was one of the first to import flowers from Cameron Highlands, Malaysia. In the beginning, chrysanthemums, carnations, lilliums and roses were imported. Later, the shop pioneered the import of flowers from Taiwan and Japan, followed by Holland, with tulip bulbs and hyacinths.

Job Description

I work in the horticultural department. The horticultural department basically deals with all the plants in the nursery excluding fresh cut flowers and floral arrangement. Katong Flower Shop is divided into two sections. The Horti Centre and the Flower Department. My overall responsibility includes doing office work. There is only three person who have the authority to be a cashier. I am one of them and thus, I have to constantly stay in the office and around the cashier in case any customer would like to pay for something. I am also in charge of opening invoices and quotations. Being more mandarin orientated, Kent might sometime find it more comfortable talking to me in Chinese regarding the quotations and thus most of the quotations are typed by me.

My key areas of responsibility include the maintaining of order in the office and to make sure things follow the system. Records of daily sales, maintaining a meticulous order in the office.

Description of working environment

An ideal working environment would be something that makes you feel comfortable and optimizes working rate. Just a small office in one big nursery, space is pretty limited. A small office also has it advantages. Things can be found easily. Productivity rate is high as less walking around the office would be needed. Having a smaller office also pulls the relationship between employer and employee closer. The working environment in Katong Flower Shop is relatively good with a small conducive working table. Stationery and equipments, documents and forms can all be found with just a simple search in the cupboard. Delivery orders and invoices are all neatly stacked and arranged according to their respective numbers. Due to the tracking of accounts, delivery and invoice number should never be skipped and have to follow an ascending order. A slight mistake could result in unforeseen circumstances. During the festive season of Chinese New Year, the cashier counter has been enlarged to twice its ordinary size to further optimize cashier operations. Also, a new cash register specially for cash payments only is also set up. This is to make express cash payments for customers who are willing to pay cash instead of cashless payments. As more and more customers flow into the nursery daily, a fresh stock of plastic bags and stationery is also brought in. During festive seasons, nice decorations are hung all over the nursery to further bring up the mood of Chinese New Year. There are also Chinese New Year songs playing on the loudspeaker.

Chrysanthemums and other delicate new year flowers are all arranged in the “cold room” The could room have a pad and fan cooling system which reduces the temperature preventing the flowers from drying up quickly. Also, the entire room is also filled with the sweet aroma of the chrysanthemum flowers. Kalanchoes decorate and add colours to the entire room making it a joy just walking in the cold room.

Description of work done

I am nicknamed “the office boy”. During the festive season of Chinese New Year, more and more people would email and call in asking for quotations of Chinese New Year plants. From the basic and small Celosia to the huge citrus orange trees (Kum Quats). Certain people are buying for their office and some others for their own personal use. Each time someone emailed us requesting for a quotation, I would be the one to show it to Mr Ken. He would then tell me the price and I would proceed on to typing the quotation. After finishing typing the quotation, I would show it to Kent before sending it to the other party. This is to make sure the sum and numbers are all correct. It is a grave to make a calculation error or numerical error. As warned by Mr Ken, these errors will not be tolerated and the company takes this issue seriously. Understanding the seriousness of this matter, I never took the opportunity of going the shortcut. Without fail, I would show him the finished quotation. Once he gives me the green light, I would then send it to the other party. Although the stuffs sold in Katong Flower Shop are slightly more expensive than that of other nurseries, our products come from the country of origin and definitely have a higher quality than the rest.

When a quotation is confirmed, they would either fax the quotation back to us with their endorsement on it or issue us a purchase order. Once the purchase order is received, Kent would give further instructions on what to do. He would ask me to issue out a delivery order on a specific date stated on the quotation. He would then proceed to informing the driver and some Bangladeshi workers would be following the driver on what to do. Upon delivery date, the delivery order would be passed to the driver. During the CNY season, there were many orders and deliveries to make thus writing delivery orders is no simple task. Certain customers might give a improper address or wrong information. I would then call up the customer to check their address with them and double confirm. If an address is wrote wrongly, delays would occur and this is definitely not economical for the company.

Analysis of Internship

This internship has made me realize that it is not easy to set up a business, especially in this line. As what we are dealing with over here are plants, they need a very high cost and time on maintenance. Plants are living things and need to be taken care of just like a human being. They fall sick, the need water and they need food. Certain plants need a lot of sunlight, certain plants need a lot of shade. This also made me realize the importance of studying plants identification and taxonomy during my early years in Ngee Ann Polytechnic. Many customers would approach you and ask you for its name. Being a staff there, it would be the most important thing to know the name of the products that you are trying to sell. If you were to say the name of the plant with a lot of confidence, customers woud be impressed by your knowledge and probe you further questions. With a better understanding, customers would than know what they need for their garden/plants and they would know what to buy. This in turns help to promote sales. Also, if I know the customers concerns, it would be best to recommend something appropriate to solve his problem. Plants that comes to our nursery for sale must be in top condition. Plants that fall sick and have problems would be relocated to the propagation sector whereby the healthy parts of the plants are salvaged. Salvaging the parts means doing leaf/stem cuttings on the plants. This also save cost as sick / faulty goods can also be recycled and reused. Due to the nature of this industry, it is inevitable to get dirty sometimes. Transplanting a big plant might sometimes get yourself all dirtied by the soil. However, it’s through these hands on experience that we learn from it. This internship programme gave me a better understanding on how does a nursery functions. Although cost of plants from overseas are cheap, the cost of transporting the plants from overseas is expensive and this sometimes results in the expensive prices of certain plants. I learnt many new skills since the start of this internship. One of the skills in which I deemed valuable and useful would be the planting/ transplanting of plants. Although to a commoner, transplanting of plants might not seem as a skill at all, it is not so easy. Taking out the plant together with the root ball without damaging the pot is a complicated task. One must be able to slowly remove the plant with the root ball intact. If part of it falls of, the roots might get affected. This might result in a transplanting shock. The plant might die if the roots didn’t manage to re-establish. Also, determining the soil level when planting is also crucial. If the soil level is too high, the stem in contact with the soil might rot because of the water trapped. If the soil level is too low, the roots might not be covered properly which will also lead to the poor formation and function of the roots. Skills like stacking many layers of soil is also important. This might sound foolish. However, if the soil are not stacked properly, even a slight movement in a single bag of soil could result in the entire mountain of soil toppling down. If this happens, it could be quite dangerous as soil is heavy. Anyone trapped or hit by a bag of soil could suffer from serious injuries. Stacking of soil requires precision. If the base level of soil is not arranged properly, the subsequent levels of soil would just get more and more crooked. This would be hazardous. Even if the soil topples over and no one is hurt in the event, to restack the soil would be a tiring and troublesome chore. It also means double job which is not economical as it is time consuming and energy draining to stack 700 bags of soil with each bag weighing more than 5kg.

The problems I encounter during work is to communicate with the Bangladeshi workers. As most of them do not receive much education, their English is limited. Is hard for me to understand what they are trying to say. It is also hard for them to understand what I am telling them. Normally, I would approach Hassan, the head of the foreign workers and he would later help me convey the message to them. Customers sometimes call in to also complain about bad service and faulty products. It is a very difficult task to deal with such people. I have to keep in mind the ethics of customer service while trying to get the message across the brains of those angry people. In the event that we are at fault, I would tell Kent about it. At this is point of time, certain events might get him a little angry. However, Kent will arrange for a exchange of faulty goods. Refunds are not allowed in our company. One of the biggest problem I face is to contact customer before delivering the plants to their house. As most customers would want us to call them before we deliver so as to make sure someone is at home. It also serves as reminder for the customers not to leave their house. This is to smoothen delivery and prevent further delays in cases whereby the customers are not at home. Customers often do not pick up their cell phone. Some of them might be working and others might be sleeping. Contacting them in the early mornings is hard. When discussing a delivery, we would often ask the customer to write down his/her own address and contact details on a piece of form. Sometimes customer handwritings are illegible and make it hard for us to read. Certain numbers might be mistaken for other numbers and hence we might dial the wrong number. To solve this problem, I sometimes require the customer to write down at least two numbers. Even if one fails, I still have another number to call. Often, customer would write down their hand phone numbers as their primary number and their home number as secondary. A easy way to check if customers are at home is to call the home number straight away. If someone picks it up, it would be the green light to deliver the plants. Also, by going through the address with the customer on the spot serves as a double check. In any case the customer has written a wrong address, by going through his address on the spot, he would definitely notice it and would change it on the spot. This could save us a lot of trouble and time. During busy times of the Chinese New Year, I was told to inform customers that if no one is at home, the delivery man would just place their plants at the doorstep. During Chinese New Year period, there are at least 15 deliveries to be made per day. This could never be accomplished if the driver were to wait for the customer to be at home and thus to hasten delivery speed, the only way is to put the plants outside the house. After this internship, I’ve learnt to be a lot more responsible. I’ve learnt to do my work in a neat and tidy manner. When I just started working, I’ve been doing things halfway and left many things uncompleted. I never get a job fully done. As the months go by, I’ve slowly improved and bit by bit, I am now a lot more responsible. I have also grown not only mentally stronger but also physically stronger. Since the start of my attachment until now, I’ve at least carried more than 800 bags on soil based on a rough calculation. Each bag weighing more than 5.5 kg, it’s no wonder I will grow stronger. Also not to mention the heavy plants. Although this might be tiring work, but handling tall and bulky plants is not an easy task. One has to manoeuvre through the narrow gaps. Even a slight knock and something would fall. By any chance if the plant you are pushing on the trolley is very expensive and it topples, than it would be a pain in the neck. Tall plants are very wobbly due to the high centre of gravity and tend to sway around when pushed around. A sudden jerk might caused the entire to topple over and crash. Also, when preparing plants for delivery, one must be careful where to put the plants. Plants can suffer from a shock due to the sudden change of environment in less than 24 hours. Normally, plants that are bought would be delivered the following day. If the plants are not placed in desired environmental conditions, they could wither and suffer from shock before reaching the customer’s house. This would not be good as customers would of course ask for a change in the plants. During the CNY period, all Kum Quats awaiting delivery are brought into the cold room whereby a pad and fan cooling system regulates room temperature and make sure it is not too hot and humid so as to prevent the fruits and leaves from dropping rapidly. Out of 3 shipments that arrived in due of CNY, 2 of the containers came in the afternoon. I find it strange why did the boss insist on unpacking the container only at night. I later found out that due to the huge difference in temperature, if the container were to be open in the hot noon, it would be from cold to hot straight away as the container has an air conditioning unit to keep the plants cold. Without giving the plants time to acclimatize, the plants would suffer from shock. All the leaves and fruits would start to drop and this would decrease the value of the plant drastically. Thus, opening the container at night means that there is not so much difference in the temperature. Plants are given ample time to slowly get used to the chilly temperature at night and the fruits and leaves would not drop as much retaining its sale value. I’ve also changed my liking towards plants. Before I came into this course, I didn’t fancy plants. I did not care much about them and shows no interest in it. Over the past six months of internship, I grew a strong liking towards certain plants. I also understand why the government used so much of a particular plant for landscaping along roadsides and expressway. Low maintenance and low cost are all part of it. Even right now, I am very interested in orchid breeding. The endless possibilities of hybridising different dendrobiums to get beautiful coloured ones. I am very keen to do phalaenopsis breeding also. Though it is near impossible to grow these orchids which requires very cold temperature in the hot humid weather of Singapore, I would like to give it a try someday when I have the chance.

Conclusion

Overall, I must say I’ve learnt a lot from this internship experience. I hope for such things to happen again and is looking forward to a new experience in time to come. In the meantime, Katong Flower Shop had been a great company. They have a range of very nice staffs that would help and guide each other through. I’ve also learnt about the skills involved and a lot of technical questions that used to puzzle me before this internship. Crashing into the CNY period although did really squeeze you dry, however, you get a lot back in return. I’ve worked almost the whole of January without even taking a day off. Although it is very tiring, I’ve learnt a lot also. How to make fresh cut flowers and plants fresh for one entire month without even leaving a slight trace of rotting is one of them. I’ve also learnt business management. How to start a business and keep it going, advertising of your own company and bargaining with customers are all examples. With the long history of Katong Flower Shop, I am blessed to be serving under a rather reputable company in this business. My manager, Mr Ken has given me a fair workload to do. It is not too much and neither is it too little. The amount of work is just right. Also, it is not too complicated either. Short and simple tasks in which I could handle. The working environment there is also nice. After a long day at work facing the computer screen, all it takes is a 5 second walk out of the office to enjoy a beautiful scene of nature. Peace and serenity at its best. Just a short 1 min break around the nursery to enjoy the perfect beauty of plants and also do a onetime maintenance (eg plucking of dead/dried or yellow leaves). I would definitely recommend people to go there in future if anyone ever approached me.The ever bright coloured red and yellow celosia’s which Chinese believed to bring them luck.

The cute flowers of amaranthus, which also attracted alot of customers.

A night view of Katong Flower Shop. With the lights all turned on, it really gives you a very festive mood and lightens your heart as you continue to work. Enjoyable working experience over there. After unpacking the oranges. We lined them up along the frontline of the nursery. These big oranges are magnificently huge and they attracted many passer bys.
These bamboo’s came from Indonesia and are specially grown to make it suitable for Singapore climate so it won’t die even after the Chinese New Year. They can grow for years and years. It is said to bring luck.

.Something new that came out this year was this, the “apple tree”. We grafted apples onto the plant of a bougainvilla . This attracted many customers. Although the apples cant last for more than a week, the plant itself could continue to grow and requires the least maintenance. In mandarin, the word “apple” means to bring calmness and safety.Phalaenopsis. Something that I am very interested. I would like to grow my own phalaenopsis if I ever had the chance in the near future. They are very nice and also very expensive. In this picture, the one in the middle consists of 16 stalks of phalaenopsis.

When the container just arrived, we couldn’t open it to prevent the leaves and fruits from dropping. Thus, we could only do the unloading at night. The radish. As this is the year of the rabbit, Chinese believed that the radish would bring them fortune and luck. We sell a big medium and small sized radish. Some even come with 3 in a cup. Also, radish if translated into mandarin means a good start for the year.

I need them.

2010-05-25T00:31:00.001+08:00

I dont know what to do.

Whoever is reading this blog please tell me.

Secret readers, stalkers or blog hoppers.

Please leave comments and tags.

Please tell me what to do.

Give me your advice.

Give me your reasons.
I need them.

Dead

2010-05-09T13:20:00.001+08:00

When I grow up...

2010-04-11T23:41:00.003+08:00

When I grow up.. hmm..

I WANNA EARN ALOT OF MONEY.( of course la.. which faggot dun wanna earn money =.=)

OK.. these are my dream whatever you called it la..

things that i reaaaaaally reaaaalllyyy want when I grow up.

- A BMW ( whatever series, 7 series is preferred)

- A private house. Like a bungalow or perhaps smaller kinda thingy? I dun want too big a house, i just want a house with a HUGE HUGE FRONT AND BACKYARD. ( Location : sixth avenue preferred)

- Gonna invite lotsa people to my house and party.

A private pool, with jacuzzi and spa and BBQ. HUGE speakers with a live bar.

Party party like cool onlyy huh?

I think too much for now... haha... but is good to have goals..

Although they say goals are not meant to be achieved.

Just wish some of it might actually come true.

ARGHHH~~~

I want to get married reallly realllyy fast...

Married to my awesum wifeee:D favouriteeee=D

settle down... and start a cool life...

yeaa~~

SWISH SWOSH WOOSH WAASSHHHH

SPISH SPASH CRASH WONK KABOOM...

BLAST OFF~!

Blehh~~

2010-03-29T11:57:00.001+08:00

Imma back.

HAhs.

its kinda great now knowing that there are alot of really cool people out there in the working world.

Back to enjoying life WHILE I STILL CAN.

I bet when school starts, the shit is gonna GET amplified like many many more times.

I dun want anymore shit alrdy. Had enuff of it.

ARGH~~!~!
ok.

bye.

random.

Who is this girl?

2010-03-22T22:11:00.003+08:00

After so much, I've finally come to realise my mistake.

I know its my fault firstly to even go and drink.

I know I fail in taking care of myself.

I am so sorry.

After reading your previous blog post.

I've come to discover the many sacrifices you've made, the much taken for granted care and concern you showered on me.

The affection you showed me.

I am sorry too.

However, thats all in the past.

All those are history.

Lets put them aside.

Lets start anew.

Lets love each other again.

Lets gain back that feeling that was lost along the way.

I'm sure we will be able to make it out.

I will love you more.

Try to show more affection towards you.

There is this girl, whom I can't stop thinking.

Who is always the person I thing about before going to sleep.

Who is the first person I think about when I wake up.

Who constantly reminded me what is love.

Who constantly showed me what is love.

Who made me realize how lucky I am.

Who made me appreciate her as my girlfriend.

No, she is not a supermodel.

She is not super hot.

She is not super pretty.

She is ~~not~~ super smart.

She's just a normal average girl with a not so average height.

She's my girlfriend.

She's the one I will love forever.

She's the one I will marry and grow old with.

She's my wife-to-be.

Not everybody is perfect.

We do have our flaws.

She can be a little too demanding at times.

She can be controlling me too much at times.

However, I don't care!

She's got my interest at heart.

She's got my well-being at heart.

She cares for me.

She just want to make sure I am fine.

She just want me to study hard and get good results.

At the end of the day, I am going to be the one who profited from all these.

Not her.

But why is she helping me so much?

Because she loves me so much.

She loves me too much.

She loves me and loves me and loves me and loves me again.

Her love for me is unconditional.

Where else can I find someone who loves me so much like that other than my parents.

Nowhere else!

I cant possibly find another her.

For she, will only be, the one and only in my heart.

As much as she loves me, I am going to love her back much more.

This girl is not someone from a wealthy family,

Is not someone from too broke a family too.

She's not famous, she loves dragon and lion dance,

She loves food, she is afraid of dogs,

She hates to wear repeated clothings.

She loves to shop at bugis street.

She is just probably the-girl-next-door kind of girl.

But, she is the girl, that I, Lester Ng love the most.

Who is she?

She is non other than ONG TING YAN

Flyer.. FLY FLY FLY AWAY~!~!

2010-03-21T15:36:00.003+08:00

Had my first flyer with my dearest:D

Hmmm... actually.. it was rather boring... but then, a cool experience.

30mins was faster than expected.

I managed to persuade my toot to go with me. HOHO.

Guess I have some skills in persuading people huh?

HAHAHAHAHA.

P.S. Random people standing all around.

Love my TooT alot :D

Updates 10 march 2010

2010-03-11T00:50:00.003+08:00

Just wanna blog about my dad's birthday.

Seriously, IT WAS A BLAST!!!!

First time me and my gf have so MUCH FUN with SO MANY PEOPLE..

started off with steamboat at bugis.

HAHAA...

De flow of meat just wont stop lo.

And IDK why, I really freaking eat a whole loaf of meat.

I think i alrdy ate like half a pig worth of meat.

LOLS!!

But I have to say is awesome TTM.

Makes me wonder how come these steamboat restaurant are still earning money.

Also bought a burberry PERFUME for my dad.. shared with my GF.

And also a CAKE... PROUDLY SPONSORED BY MY GIRL FRIEND!!! Love her SO MUCH~!~!

After steamboat entire gang of people about 20+ people headed down to Kbox @ erm.. CHINATOWN.

Ok.. the only flipside is I dun LIKE CHINESE SONGS.

I HATE THEM!

No offense.. but seriously.. it gets irritating...

played SOME games... DRANK... AND WAS ASSUMED DRUNK BY MY DUMBO GF=.=

BUT I AM NOT... I seriously say now that i am not drunk tat night..

I know it when I am drunk.

After that Happy Contented dad fetched Valerie and GF home.

And then home sweet home for me.

Slept @ 5am.

Way to go:D

Updates

2010-03-10T22:22:00.002+08:00

I need a poll...

Whose leg is sexier..

I do tink mine is =)

2010-02-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

I bought my toot a FP polo tee for VDAY PRESENT.. and i am proud of it!

haha

cny

2010-02-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

CNY is here..

have been gambling quite alot.

And luck isnt on my side =(

haix.

Ever wonder?

2010-02-08T23:01:00.002+08:00

Ever wondered when you are a parent,

and your kid has got a boy/girl friend, how would you, as a parent feel?

As a parent, I would think that once my kid has got a partner, its the end or near end of parent-child communication.

There would be no more " going out on weekends to have a nice warm family dinner/outing"

No more time with your kid.

Child comes home and spend time talking over the phone to the girlfriend.

Spending huge amount of time going out with girlfriend.

And than one day, probes the question of bringing the girlfriend home and stay overnight.

And you start to suspect, start to worry, and dont really trust them.

I do think that when we as young couples have a girlfriend, family bonding is still important.

Letting your parents know your girlfriend, letting them know her, hang out with her, and meet her more often would definitely pull them closer.

A better understanding of the girlfriend.

All these relationships are important,

because it will reach a state whereby we, as kids, would really want the parent to understand how we feel towards our partners.

How we want our parents to trust us.

A simple birthday present for my mom shared between both of us could mean nothing to us, but alot to them.

It makes them feel that they are not left out despite our lack of time spent with them.

It makes them feel good.

WHIS WHOSH

2010-02-07T22:21:00.002+08:00

I am stress..

Sometimes, I knw is wrong to blame.

Budden.. this is de fact ..

I mean.. i am in LS for so long.. and i hardly or should I say never had I said this :" because of studies, I cant attend so and so performance"

NEVER!~!

And now.. just because they take it for granted,

Now when i say I have to study at home.

They like not happy.

I mean.. is very unfair.

SO WHAT IF I AM THE COACH SON?

SO WHAT IF MY UNCLE IS DE BIG COACH?

SO WHAT IF MY ENTIRE FAMILY IS IN THIS?

Does this makes me SPECIAL!?

NO NO NO NOOOO NOOOO NOOOOOO NNNNNNOOOOOOO~!!!!!

I have my human rights.

All other people can do this cannot do that dun nid do this.. don nid do tat..

EXCEPT FOR ME!!

And now when I have less time for my studies, my personal time, and my everything that is NOT RELATED TO LS, WHO CAN I BLAME?!?!?!

PEOPLE CAN DONT ATTEND BECAUSE OF STUDIES/PROJECTS/PERSONAL AFFAIRS.

And I cant?

And when I start screwing up my studies and stuffs, I get a scolding from my parents?

DONT YOU THINK IS SO UNFAIR?!

I mean, I just want to have my own opinion and HOPEFULLY, somebody... OR ANYBODY can understand and respect my decision.

HOWEVER, it seems that nobody gets me, starting off with my parents.

Oh wellsss...~~

2010-02-01T18:33:00.002+08:00

Hate it when my parents quarrel.

Correction, when they are having cold war.

I am trapped in the middle with no directions to follow.

Life is hard as the only child when you parents arent on good terms with each other.

This sucks big time.

Is it too much that I am asking for?

Understand me please ):

2010-01-30T21:46:00.001+08:00

FUCK MY MOM!!
FUCKING WISH SHE DIES SOMETIMES!!

KNNBCCB!!!

WHAT THE FUCK HAVE I DONT WRONG TO DESERVE SUCH SHIT!

WTF!!!

FUCK OFF!

JUST FUCKING DIE!

2010-01-27T20:54:00.002+08:00

I hate BBQ pits.

Today stayed back in school to start on our project aka the model.

Started off smoothly.

Till the part where i start to construct the BBQ pit.

I swear I took like a freaking one hour plus to cut the stupid ice cream stick which took forever to cut.

Cause I am merely using a freaking scissors to cut something as thick as wood.

Then, 9 out of the 10 sticks i cut snap, or a piece of wood would chip off.

And is painstakingly hard to cut as my hands would hurt like crap.

When I finally glued all the pieces together, I admit it didnt look nice.

BUT! BUT BUT!!! STUPID DUMB ASS SON OF A BITCH MOTHERBASTARD IDIOTIC IRRITATING PIECE OF NUISANCE AIDS INFECTED COW DUNG DOG SALIVA DEREK JINXIAN ADAM LAMBERT AND MY MOTHER FRIEND GO FREAKING FLICK THE ENTIRE PIT AWAY.

It was abit comical seeing the little BBQ pit fly miles away and landed with a soft thud on the floor.

But I spent too too long and too too much pain and effort building it ok!

He just flicked it away and told me he will do one for me.

HE BETTER DO IT BEFORE I SMACK HIS FACE!!!!

OK.

OFF!

Got to :
Do concept write out.

Study.

Autocad detailing.

ZZZZZZZZZZ

2010-01-25T00:18:00.001+08:00

Today. Something cool happened.
Not gonna tell you what cool thing happened.
Something that made me touched.
Something that make me love you so so so much more.
Headed down to Astons @ lavender for our lunch.
They had really delicious western food there.
Enjoyed it alot.

Lotsa things happened.
Chingay rehearsal was.. boring, but fun.
HAHAHA.
Shall not talk more!
BYES!

2010-01-22T20:37:00.004+08:00

One month passed just like this.

So fast.

So much has happened.

We're just another month closer to each other.

Watched toothfairy today.

Wayne Johnson has big big solid muscles~!

and he's getting older, but his teeth.. is damm white.

LOLS!

Watched at Lido and the theater is OMG big.

Its so big that it makes it so empty.

Me and TooT has the entire row for ourselves.

I still love u alot.

2010-01-21T20:17:00.002+08:00

Almost Lover

Your fingertips across my skin

The palm trees swaying in the wind

Images... ...

You sang me Spanish lullabies

The sweetest sadness in your eyes

Clever trick

I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

We walked along a crowded street

You took my hand and danced with me

Images... ...

And when you left you kissed my lips

You told me you would never let forget these images, no... ...

I never want to see you unhappy

I thought you'd want the same for me

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

I cannot go to the ocean

I cannot drive the streets at night

I cannot wake up in the morning

Without you on my mind

So you're gone and I'm haunted

And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that easy

To walk right in and out of my life?

Goodbye, my almost lover

Goodbye, my hopeless dream

I'm trying not to think about you

Can't you just let me be?

So long, my luckless romance

My back is turned on you

Should've known you'd bring me heartache

Almost lovers always do

A beautiful song.

I&E is LOVE!

2010-01-18T23:23:00.007+08:00

OKays peps.

MUAH is here to blorgggggg

So it turns out that today was our final I&E (entrepreneurship) presentation.

And as stated that it is a formal presentation.

I've once again unearth my formal attire from my wardrobe and put it to use in like? more than a year?

Woke up in de morning just to iron it ok!

Anyways, we were the first group to present,

and i can conclude we did awesumly well for this presentation.

I think I am damm good at presenting/talking/ getting information across people's head.

Perhaps its my talent?

Imma not trying to boast here... but is being very serious ok!

Went to find missss wan later on.. and realize our autocad is still not tat stable.

Oh wells, time to get it fixxed before more shit happens.

Den headed to Biochem remedial lessons... BUT BUT BUT BUT!!!!

before that,,, ahaaa one very special occasion occurred.

I met my toot for lunch.

Seriously never get bored of the japanese curry there.

Today was a fun eventfull meaningfulllll superrr duper cool day that i kinda liked.

Shall end off with a photo that we took.. that I think.. is

GODDAMM INSANELY NICE~!

I whale bee bag !!!

get what i am trying to say?

If you don,t, I think ur IQ level is awfully low

2010-01-16T14:00:00.000+08:00

Shit.

Brand new start

2010-01-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

Lets start fresh again.

Put all our woes behind,

Discard all hard feelings,

Thrash out all sorrows.

We still start new.

Looking forward to brighter day's ahead.

Miss Wan, I hope you dont see this.

YOU SUCK!

YOU REALLY SUCK!!

YOUR PROJECTS ARE THE HARDEST THAT I HAVE SEEN.

I HATE YOU!!!!!

SO MUCH SHIT TO DO!!

ALL NOT EASY!!

DEADLINE SO SHORT!!

YOU WANT PEOPLE TO DIE AR?!?!?!

TMD!!!!

>.<

2010-01-13T21:05:00.002+08:00

Huge thanks to my beloved TooT for sharing part of her gummies in a really really really cooooolll glass container..

I really love it alot, as much as I love her.

The gummies is really some drug addiction thingy and I simply cant stop once I started munching of them.

Yeaps.. I have finished the entire bottle.

In like less than five minutes.

I really love it alot.

Thanksss <3

2010-01-13T11:09:00.002+08:00

I am really tired of being caught in between.

I am really tired of being upset.

Tired of being irritated.

Tired of being fooled.

Tired of everything.

Perhaps I need to really take a break.

But how?! With exams and projects piling up.

Personal affairs and academic affairs,

when you messed up this 2 shit at one go, you wish you were dead at times.

I dont know what to do now!

I am feeeeeellinnnngg so down, and all i get was another dressing down from you.

All I wanted was a little console,

But.. I doubt I'll get it though.

Lester Ng is fugging sad today.

DONT TALK TO ME.

FUG OFF!!!!

I just... ... ...

2010-01-13T00:30:00.003+08:00

I just want you to know, when am I feeling sad.

I just want you to know, over what reasons am I feeling sad.

I just want you to know, you are the only person that can change the way I feel.

I just want you to know sometimes, my words say something but my heart feels otherwise.

I just want you to know, how I felt.

I just want you to know, I love you.

I Dont Know!!

2010-01-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

What is wrong these few days?

My temper has been running short big time.

Got irritated by minute insignificant stuffs.

I've messed up alot of things in my life recently.

I need to reflect.

I need to know which part of me went haywire,

AND FIX IT BIG TIME.

I know not everyone is perfect,

but mine has gone a little too imperfect.

What is wrong today?

IDK.

What is wrong today again?

Everything gone wrong.

Out of place.

Part of my heart tells me to do this.

Another half says otherwise.

I've got to choose between whats right for the situation,

And whats right for me.

I've been really down these few days.

IDK what is wrong.

Damm.. i really need to find a solution out of this mess.

I am sorry for all these things.

I know you will always deny the ugly truth.

But in your heart, I really felt something amiss.

I really want to know.

What is wrong with me.

What is life?

2010-01-11T15:01:00.003+08:00

What is life?

Wiki defines it as " is a characteristic that distinguishes objects that have self-sustaining biological processes from those that do not—either because such functions have ceased (death), or else because they lack such functions and are classified as "inanimate."

However, sometimes one begin to wonder,

Why is there such things on earth.

Life on earth.

Walking creatures.

Walking humans who talk, work, play and do almost all other mundane work of a everyday life.

And there is death.

What is death?

When a person stops breathing?

When something ceases to exist anymore.

When something, which once has life in it, becomes nothing more than thrash.

So what comes between life and death?

What makes humans surviving in this world so interesting?

Sometimes I would really wonder is everything worth so much.

We have love.

We have partners.

We have wifes.

Love is something so powerful in the amateur states.

However, why do break ups happen?

Why do divorces happen?

Is there really such thing as there is no more love?

I don't think so.

Love is everlasting.

Through quarrels, through fights and arguments,

We will just get to know and understand each other a little more only to overcome all these.

Is really hard to blog about such things,

As a much much higher level of vocabulary is required which is beyond my shallow means.

Shallow words, deep thoughts, all penned down in this little thing known as a blog.

Perhaps life really mean much more.

HIGH~~

2010-01-10T21:24:00.003+08:00

OMG!

I am so high now.. haha..

just listening to some songs and i got high while studying.. totally wts...

We got the hotel, motel, holiday inn~~~

OK.. shall blog abit since i am so highhh... wahahaha..

Few days ago, (friday) stayed in school till de lights are out.

Which is like.. around 10pm.

I met my TooT... and we stayed in the atrium to do our projects.

And den, slowly but surely, the atrium lights starts going off ( due to lateness i guess?)

And coz we were sitted in de middle of the atrium, so lights should go off one row by one row.

However.. we realised that after a while, all the lights around us are turned off except the few above us.. totally eerie..

But in the end, all the lights still went off.

Somehow, IDK why... I am not afraid at all.. just slowly shut down my computer and we slowly walked outtt.. haha..

Forget about your boyfriends

And meet me in the hotel room.

You can bring your girlfriends

and meet me in the hotel room.

WOOOOO~~~~~

Pitbull rocks my socks~!

Rocky road to Dublin

2010-01-08T15:27:00.001+08:00

In the merry month of May, From my home I started,

Left the girls of Tuam, Nearly broken hearted,

Saluted father dear, Kissed my darlin' mother,

Drank a pint of beer, My grief and tears to smother,

Then off to reap the corn, And leave where I was born,

I cut a stout blackthorn, To banish ghost and goblin,

In a brand new pair of brogues, I rattled o'er the bogs,

And frightened all the dogs,On the rocky road to Dublin.

One, two, three, four five,

Hunt the hare and turn her

Down the rocky road

And all the ways to Dublin,

Whack-fol-lol-de-ra.

In Mullingar that night, I rested limbs so weary,

Started by daylight, Next mornin' light and airy,

Took a drop of the pure, To keep my heart from sinkin',

That's an Irishman's cure, Whene'er he's on for drinking.

To see the lasses smile, Laughing all the while,

At my curious style, 'Twould set your heart a-bubblin'.

They ax'd if I was hired, The wages I required,

Till I was almost tired, Of the rocky road to Dublin.

In Dublin next arrived, I thought it such a pity,

To be so soon deprived, A view of that fine city.

Then I took a stroll, All among the quality,

My bundle it was stole, In a neat locality;

Something crossed my mind, Then I looked behind;

No bundle could I find, Upon my stick a wobblin'.

Enquirin' for the rogue, They said my Connacht brogue,

Wasn't much in vogue, On the rocky road to Dublin.

From there I got away, My spirits never failin'

Landed on the quay As the ship was sailin';

Captain at me roared, Said that no room had he,

When I jumped aboard, A cabin found for Paddy,

Down among the pigs I played some funny rigs,

Danced some hearty jigs, The water round me bubblin',

When off Holyhead, I wished myself was dead,

Or better far instead, On the rocky road to Dublin.

The boys of Liverpool, When we safely landed,

Called myself a fool; I could no longer stand it;

Blood began to boil, Temper I was losin',

Poor ould Erin's isle They began abusin',

"Hurrah my soul," sez I, My shillelagh I let fly;

Some Galway boys were by, Saw I was a hobble in,

Then with a loud hurray, They joined in the affray.

We quickly cleared the way, For the rocky road to Dublin.

DUI BU QI

2010-01-06T23:19:00.001+08:00

I am sorry for today.

I din mean it.

Sorry.

SO many days of work.... so much shit..

So stress.... No one understands me.

FML

Sweet stuffs just deserve a second chance

2010-01-02T19:41:00.004+08:00

Year 2009 is history.

The start of new year.

Another year ahead, filled with fun and excitement, as well as sadness and sorrows.

It's gonna be a harder year, but I'll pull through it. I know I will.

In terms of me and her, I know things will go very smoothly.

Each time we face a problem, I know we'll solve it.

OK!! I AM HERE TO BLOG BOUT MY LONG DAY ON NYE!

Headed down to bugis to meet with TooT and clique.

HAHA.. started off realllyyy really weird.

Cause is like all 4 girls and I am the only guy :/

And so happen, when I met them, I was on the phone.

She said I purposely act one talk on the phone.

WTS TOTALLY!!

I dont act ok!

Anyways, headed down to this lil chinese restaurant and had dinner.

As I wasnt feeling hungry + the fact the I felt very weird, I din eat much.

Didnt intend to eat at first however, shared a plate of rice with TooT later on.

And than, things happened really quick.

Just make it short and simple.

- Headed to suntec.

- Went to get a few drinks at carefour.

- Walked down to Flyer

- Walked around to find a nice spot.

- Settle down.

- Me and her went off first.

Felt bad leaving her friends like that. :/

Headed down to Frankie Jiao Lian's house afterwards.

Had a very wonderful wonderful time all the way till next morning.

Gambled alot, Lost EVEN MORE! =(

My toot lost alot alot.

We lose so much until my dad has to help us to pay when we lost again.

HAHAHAHA.

But oh wells, is new year, no harm doing a little of gambling i guess?

HAHA.

And let the pictures filled up the missing blanks.

For last year’s words belong to last year’s language,

Ring out the old, ring in the new,

And next year’s words await another voice.

Ring, happy bells, across the snow,

And to make an end is to make a beginning,

Ring out the false, ring in the true.

A new year begins in a snow-storm of white vows.... ....

WOAH

2010-01-01T15:36:00.001+08:00

Much has happened the past few days.

Dont know what to blog about.

Dont know where to start.

Perhaps I should start from where i stopped and continue.

But that has to wait till i get pictures from FB profiles.

till den.

CIAOS~!

New year

2009-12-30T21:22:00.002+08:00

My 2009,

Lovely? pretty much.

Happening? Not really until towards the end of the year.

Big events of 2009 :

Things went well between me and her.

Some slight slight improvements with my results.

Attitude towards studying took a whole new spin.

Looking forward to 2010.

My resolution for 2010 : May we bloom

Avatar 3D!

2009-12-29T00:01:00.002+08:00

Finally.. after like... alot of days.

Since xmas eve, me and toot have been trying to watch tat movie but in vain

Either the timings are too screwed up, if not is de seats.

Seriously.

Today finally can find a decent timing with a decent seating @ ulu ulu illuma. (kinda rhymes)

HAHAHA.

And so.. the movie is very long.

2 hours 40 mins.

Butt seriously aching after the movie.

And 1 thing I wanna point out that is abit not right.

Year 2154 = Human technology is very powerful.

They have like robot suits ( like gunadams) and their helicopters and weapons and armor is so strong.

Is like terminator age already

And then the blue people.

They are like tribal people only fighting with bow and arrows made from trees.

How in the world can Blue tribal people wage a war with terminators and win.

The arrows can freaking pierce through the class and windows and armors of the soldiers.

Is kinda WTF to me though.

Other than that.. i think the movie is quite cool.

After tat headed down to UBK!!!!

LOLS! for alot of you.. u dk wad is UBK.

And i am not going to tell u eitther..

hahaha..

Had a marvelous time dirtying and den cleaning it up again.

Trying to make no clues of dirtying.

HAHAHAHAHAHA..

nicee.. awesome time spent..

love love love ittt..

Party everyday

2009-12-28T23:36:00.002+08:00

Aloha!~!~!

Many events happening around me.

Not so much of a thing to say.

Don't you think spending time with the ones you loved always make you look back and think that those few days are just too fast?

I mean.. since Christmas eve till now. It is as though only one day passed but soon, new year's eve is arriving.

A rather short but meaningful holidays I'd say.

Just that everything happened too fast.

I've no time to savor every moment of it.

Oh wells, I still love it.

It seems to me and everybody else that school is starting.

Quite eager to get back my results,

but I dont have high hopes=(

And CNY is just days before exams.

SIAN.

And another sad thing, not even a single xmas presnt for me this year.

Sad cakes=(

OK... really looking forward to days still to come.

till den..

happy new year=D

XMAS EVE!

2009-12-25T11:47:00.003+08:00

Been a rather eventful day for XMAS EVE.

What I thought is going to be a boring bbq turns out to be rather fun and interesting.

"Thanks for the courage."

"Sorry for waiting so long."

"Those times were wonderful, just 2 hours of private space"

And shit really happens.

Today is christmas day and I need to chu shi =.=

ARGH~!~!~!~!

Established since 22 Dec

Dates

2009-12-23T21:42:00.001+08:00

22 DECEMBER *Muakz*

23 DECEMBER *Muakz Muakz*

21 JUNE *Fated to be together*

Impromptu

2009-12-23T00:10:00.002+08:00

Shall blog about my busy days later.

Lets talk about today.

Met C and C somewhere at town for dinner.

A impromptu message said that TooT was coming town.

As happy as I was.

I met her.

HAHAHAHAHA.

I know is damm random.

But I like random things like this.

Really made my day=D

ok.

And so we lepak lepak!

HAHA.

Waited for bus 190 which took forever to come.

And home sweet home[:

Love today <3

2009-12-18T08:42:00.003+08:00

Starting off with a busy day.

Starting it off without you just makes it worse.

I really miss you alot=(

How long will I have to wait to see you again.

Many many days.

Just hearing your voice is enough.

Pleaseeeeee =(

WTF had i eaten?

Got woken up due to the pain of my stomach.

First I do in the morning is lao sai.

TWICE.

Missing you alot=(

=(

2009-12-18T01:01:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I know I am in the wrong.

I know I am wrong when I go out till late at nights.

I know I am wrong when I take like forever to reply your messages.

I was so freaking worried when I saw 3 missed calls and 3 messages.

I am sorry.

I rushed all the way home only to my dismay.

Suppose to attend important busy stuffs but lied my way to go home.

Thought of waiting but I can't take it anymore.

Fatigue is overwhelming my ability to even keep my eyes open.

You dont know how hard is it just to not talk to you for one night.

You dont know how much inside me I longed to hear your voice.

Is it really so hard?

I know I am very selfish by saying these words.

I am sorry.

I know I'm in the wrong.

Good nights.

Tomorrow will be hectic. =(

YAYS!

2009-12-16T22:33:00.002+08:00

Alrightssss.... guess wad... CT is officially over.

Biochem wasnt that bad.

Wish i could do well and smack my results at her face.

Anywaysss.... finallyy... after 3 MONTHS!!!!

I have watch a movie.

And is nonetheless "New Moon"

First of all... "somebody" told me that Dakota fanning is damm awesome bla bla..

But she was only like in the freaking movie for like IDK?? hmm.. letss see... around 5 FREAKING MINUTES?!

And from what i remembered, she just spoke ONE SINGLE WORD in the entire movie.. and de white gay goes down.

Like so totally useless... stupid white gay is so big size and "HOT" as deemed by many people but he just suffers by a small little kid.

Makes no sense.

And than there is this long hair to short hair guy.

Is dumb enough that Vampires glow in the light like diamonds..

And he goes about changing into a freaking dog=.=

No offence girls out there... i know, i know... that guy is hawt.. i admit..

his abs is OMG unbelievable.

SO SOLID~!

But the DOG part.. definitely unacceptable.

However, I still find this better den twilight.

Overall not bad a show la... at least i get to watch with my toot(:

~nice day~

You don't have to change, for me to love you.

You don't have to improve, for me to like you.

Cause I like you the way you are.

Nothing can make me change my mind.

I am contented with what I have, I have you.

All I want is for you to stand by my side.

I <3 you

These 3 days

2009-12-14T21:56:00.002+08:00

Today marks my start of CT.( I act till got alot of papers but in fact i only got 2)

First paper, is IDK how to say.

Not too sure what kind of marks would i get.

But I wont be expecting anything good.

Haix... reaaaallllyyy scareddddd now.

We ate lunch at plaza and headed down to KAP to study.

(Something dumb happened at plaza while i was printing my notes and I can only blame myself)

Got plenty of scoldings.

I know.

Another dumb thing happened while I was ordering my meal at mcdonalds.

My fault again.

I know once again.

I do think productivity rate is quite high.

One more paper to go.

And is Anniversary mood for me=.= (before christmas mood)

After anniversary mood is Competition mood ( still not yet christmas mood =.= )

After Competition mood would be waiting mood ( STILL NOT YET CHRISTMAS MOOD)

And finally it would be Christmas mood for me.

(Some of you would not know what I am toking about.. but is ok)

Seeing you each time, I fell deeper into your heart.

Bejewelled

2009-12-12T21:22:00.000+08:00

Ultimate proness.. those who cant see.. enlarged it...

Its worth the see.. trust me

2009-12-09T22:59:00.002+08:00

Dear Lester,

Can you please start studying now.

Rotting in front of the computer for so many hours wont get you grades.

Also, please put aside that guitar.

What is so cool about a few pieces of wood and 6 strings.

And please sleep early so that perhaps, one day, you can finally be like totally on time for classes.

Tomorrow is a Thursday, I'm sure you don't want to get locked up by that black bitch, like once again.

Common test are like around the corner, so please study hard for it before you flung your way to demise.

Sincerely,

Lester's heart.

Steamboat!

2009-12-07T10:16:00.004+08:00

Teeheee...

After chu shi on sat, went to celebrate XP bday!

WOOOOO~~~

IDK how old is she.. LOLS!

23??24??

haha.

Nthng much.

We ate alot alot alot alot.

Nthng much to say.

Just some pictures[:

Smokey smokeyyyyyy[:

WTS am i doing?

I like this alot. Father and Son! WOOHHOOOO=)

See the resemblance?

Eating cake with chopsticks co there werent any fork or thingy.

Son + Father + Birthday girl [:

Happy birth day to you!! :D

Chitra deserve to die

2009-12-03T23:15:00.004+08:00

First of all.. i wanna say.. FUG today.

Stayed in school ystd.. from 5pm till 7.40pm to study for the quiz the next morning ( today ).

Is kinda like the first time that I studied so hard.

And... when i reached.. home.. I tried to made an effort to sleep early.

My lesson starts at 9 so normally I would wake up around 8.

But in view of this quiz, I decided to wake up 1 hour earlier which is 7am.

And so I did.

Ate my breakfast and took the bus to school.

Apparently, there is a crazy traffic jam all the way to school.

When I reached the bus-stop, it was like 8.57am.

And I thought to myself "omg.. i am gonna fug myself up if I dun hurry"

( FYI, my bus stop is still miles away from my classroom )

So, I eventually ran and dashed and sprint like i never did before all the way to the classroom.

When I reached the classroom DOOOR, it was 9.04pm.

To my HUGEEE DISAPPOINTMENT , STUPID DUMB ASS BITCH CHITRA already locked the door.

This means a couple of things, I shall list them out :

- No quiz to take.

- Wasted effort running and panting and sweating all the way to the class.

- Wasted huge ass amount of time studying so hard last night in school.

- Wasted my precious sleep waking up an hour earlier.

AND WAD WAS THAT? HELLO???? I AM ONLYYYY LIKE FUGGING 4 MINUTES LATE AND SHE GO ABOUT LOCKING THE DOORS??

To end this fugged up post, I've got something to dedicate to my "all too awesome CHITRA"

FUG YOU!

=)

2009-12-01T23:17:00.002+08:00

Don't stress, don't falter.

Keeping a steady pace and also taking ample rest.

Be it studies or competition,

Adequate revision/training will always show results.

Don't get too upset, look on the brighter side.

Don't cry over spilt milk,

Don't count your chicks before they hatch either.

Take things only when they are in front of you.

Don't think too much.

From the start I know,

That you can do it,

You always condemn yourself,

But i know deep inside you,

You are a strong girl.

Strong enough to chose your own path,

Smart enough to score high grades,

Responsible enough to take on a leadership role.

I am very proud of you...

Well done (:

Just do what you usually do, I'm sure you can pull through this like any other ordinary events.

You have my support <3

Druken words, are sober thoughts.

2009-12-01T19:53:00.002+08:00

Went Phuture with Derek and GUO REN!

MY FIRST!

OK.. i know you guys will go like :" huh? wtf, u gotta be kidding me"

I am very guai de ok! i dun go to such places.

HAHA... planned to go DBL-O but de kiddo me is underage.. awww... so sad..HAHAHAHAHA

SO, we reached zouk pretty much too early.. and just sit.. until arnd 10.30 den we walked in.

I had my first 2 tequila shots, and something damm xia suay happened to me there.

OMG.. shall not let anybody knows... HAHAHA

Den, we bought 2 jugs of Long-island.

YEA.. i be frank, IDK what da hell is in it.. and is my first time hearing this kinda name for a liquor.

But Derek said it was a mixture of alot of liquor.

SO basically, is kinda strong.

And perhapsss.. hmmm... too strongg!

HAHAHA.. oh wells.. i cut it short.

Eventually, we drank.. and i puked.. and i was drunk.. and puke and drunk and puke and de story goes...

HAHA... de dancefloor was crowded.

AND a pretty much unforgettable experience there.

Will there be another time? hmmm.. depends.

Dont really like the atmosphere there but den, at certain times of life, I might not hate it all too much afterall.

arghhh.... we'll just wait and see.

Druken words, are sober thoughts.

Guests

2009-11-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

Ever since I breathed in the first atoms of oxygen on this planet,

right till now, I am already 18 years old.

Never in my life had my mom brought any of her friends, or whatsoever to our house before.

Today, she finally brought , not one, not two but 3 freaking strangers.

OK.. Is actually just her old friend and the 1 daughter and 1 son of hers.

To me, this is something new.

I had never had guests which I dont know before.

So, I was kinda lost when they entered my room.
Should I go out? or should I just stay in my room and continue what I am doing.

I choooooosedddd the latter.

HAHA. and well.. basically.. just rot in my room.

And is a pretty boring day.

I hate guests.

arghhh... and idk why the shit am i blogging this kinda nonsense.

zzzzzz

Random

2009-11-22T13:51:00.002+08:00

She's gone to genting):

Life is busy.... NOT!!

I dont see any purple lion.

The new BHCC room has nice facilities.

I have to study, common test is coming.

Christmas is coming):

Not looking forward to it.

Christmas carol is not a very good movie.( I heard from friend )

It's been a long time since I watched a movie.. BOOOO!!! ):

It's been a long time since I last ate something nice.

I wanna change my specs!!!!!!

I want a new guitar!!!!!!!

BYE BYE!!!!!

Imma gonna read the newpaper now..

Uber random

All the right moves

2009-11-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

Just pain the picture, of a perfect place.

They'll be the king of hearts, and you're the queen of spades.

Day 15, will this stop?

or is it going to continue to infinity?

2009-11-14T02:16:00.002+08:00

Day 13~

Love

2009-11-09T15:30:00.001+08:00

Love is thinking about others before you think about yourself

Love is selfless not selfish.

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast

It is not proud. Love is not rude, it is not self-seeking

It is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs

You see love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, it always perseveres

Love never fails. Love is everlasting

Its eternal, it goes on and on, it goes beyond time

Love is the only thing that will last when you die

Love - Jaeson ma

2009-11-08T14:36:00.003+08:00

Sorry for lack of updates, my life hasnt been really turning out as well as it should be.

And yea, this is like the period of downtimes.

Everything just dont work out the way you want it to be.

As for me, just the same old problems.

And I realised sch work stress is beginning to pile up on me.

And I'm feeling guilty.

Everyone seemed to be studying like mad except for me.

OK.... my life is reallly damm boring..

Even right now I force myself to blog.

I really cant think of a series of events to blog about.

This is a picture drawn BY DEREK YEOH!

FREAK! DRAW ON MY PAPER!!! AND TOOK PHOTO!

AND CHANGED IT TO MY HANDPHONE WALLPAPER.

AND MY HANDPHONE SCREENSAVER.

AND MY HANDPHONE START UP SCREEN.

HE DESERVE TO DIE!

14 - 29 november.

Kittylabs @ expo celebrating 35th year anniversary of hellokitty.

A great chance to bring your loved ones out and a definitely meaningful event.

www.kittylab.com.sg

Flowers

2009-11-02T21:16:00.002+08:00

Life is like a plant.

You're the flower.

You need to have good roots that etch into the ground, regardless of violent or calm weather, nothing could make you topple.

You need to have good stem support, with the help of friends and family. And even if you topple, you will slowly but surely, grow to become stronger and firmer.

You will bloom into a beautiful flower one day with faith and trust.

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

You belong with me.

]:

2009-10-31T02:14:00.003+08:00

After today, I finally found it not so hard to cry afterall.

Humans cannot be trusted, even if its your very own father.

After tonight, I know what is it that love hurts.

And I've learn a lesson not to trust anybody too much.

I've put all my trust in you and looked what happened.

This scar cannot be healed.

This is it.

I don't know whats instored for me in the near future.

I dont wanna know either.

All I know, is not going to be bright.

I'm very helpless.

I don't know what to do.

I need some answers please.

If there's a god above, why cant you help me.

Give me some answers that I've waiting for too long just to hear it.

My life is pretty much in a huge mess right now.

So much things that I've knew never existed.

How I wish someone... ANYONE, would be beside me.. and listen to me rant.

I don't know where to head in life, I've lost my goals, I've lost my way.

Is there no turning back?

When am I going to be a step closer in hearing what I wanna hear way too long ago.

I'm so lost.

Perhaps not even god can help me out right now.

Looks like imma face this shit alone.

So be it then, I'll learn to be stronger the next time I stand back up on my feet.

But how long is that gonna be.

I cant even find strength to do anything.

Looks like is gonna be tough.

I deserve this shit.

I blame myself.

Good night.

Life suck!

UPDATES!! 28 OCT 09 (TUESDAY)

2009-10-29T21:25:00.003+08:00

Nothing much happened.

EXCEPT that We went to sungei buloh nature reserve.

To do some stupid sketching.

Is part of our module.

This place... is awfulllllyyyyy ulu... and freakingggg farrr..

Surrounding it are nothing but army camps, limitless cemetries and narrow one lane roads.

Surrounding the roads are just greenery.. either jungle of just a plain piece of grassland.

Saw this reallyyy cool "I dont know what izzit called" creature.

OMG.. Is just like crawling around the visitors center and is the center of attraction.

It looks like a reptile.

OK you know wad??? It is a fregging reptile.

HAHAHAHAHA..

This mangrove picture is kinda cool. Semi 3d Display.

Is like picture in de background and a real mangrove tree root like kinda link with the picture.

WOOTS~~!!~~

OH... before i forget.

Dinnered with my mom previous night.... was really cool.

Went to marina square.

And its been a long time since i solo-ed dinner with her.

HAHA.. really a very very long time..

well.. still as naggy as ever...

They are not called moms for no reason.

HHAHAHAAAA...

Taken while my mom is trying out her clothes in the changing room.

(P.S. Ignore that half hot guy beside me. I think i am hotter than him. FOCUS ON ME!! )

HAHAHA

Slight not what's near, while aiming at what's far.

Updatess!!! - 29 OCT 09!

2009-10-29T21:04:00.004+08:00

Met drummer for lunch.

She was left out by her classmates.

All dumb gamers.. HAHAHA.( I am not a game FYI. )

She called me and joined us aftermath for lunch.

Us = me victor and kendrick.

Ate chicken cutlet.

She ate some chicken rice.

And the chicken.. is seriously mutated.

That piece of meat is the thigh or de drumstick part of the chicken.

And is like freaking same size as my arm.

Is super big.

I swear, she took a picture of it... can go her blog and see the mutated chicken.

Anyways.. met her again after school.

Headed down to town.

Went to paragon to change her bag (:

Went to marks and spencer to check out our wine gummies but is still OOS.

SADDDDDD ):

Went to taka... and ate dinner.

She watched me eat.

Waited with her for her bus at D' bus-stop.

Went to Kinokuniya to search for a book.

But apparently, the branch at ngee ann city is too big.

And i am wayyyyyy to lazyyyy to slowly search for it.

Gave up almost immediately and headed home.

Thought of alot of things on my bus ride home.

Was quite emo ):

But feeellingggg bettaaa noww..

This is just to make LAO ZHENG jealous.

WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! I know you hate me.. HAHAHA(: (:

Hope is only the love of life.

Water

2009-10-28T20:58:00.001+08:00

Water - the ace of elements.

Water dives from the clouds without parachute, wings or safety net.

Water runs over the steepest precipice and blinks not a lash.

Water is buried and rises again; water walks on fire and fire gets the blisters.

Stylishly composed in any situation - solid, gas or liquid

Speaking in penetrating dialects understood by all things - animal, vegetable or mineral

Water travels intrepidly through four dimensions, sustaining, destroying, and creating.

Always in motion, ever-flowing (whether at stream rate or glacier speed), rhythmic, dynamic, ubiquitous, changing and working its changes, a mathematics wrong side out, a philosophy in reverse, the ongoing odyssey of water is virtually irresistible.

UPDATES!!!

2009-10-27T20:23:00.002+08:00

Monday, ended school early.

Went town with classmates.

When they left, headed down to somewhere and get something ( only few people know bout this ^shy^)

HAHAHAHAHA.

And went back home.

Met mom for dinner,

Tried to physco her to get me something but faileddddd.

Will try harder.

Tuesday, went to school as per normal.

Met drummer after school.

Pass her the *something* that i bought for her.

Is gooooooooddddd to see her smileee once againnn [:

Waited with her at D' bustop for her bus.

Cramped and she had to skip a couple of busses .

HAHA.

Love her(:

I promise nothing like this will happen again.

I promise not to break your promise.

I promise never to leave you anymore.

You have my word. <3

WHY?!

2009-10-26T22:42:00.002+08:00

Why don't anybody understands me.

Nobody knows how I feel.

Until I made known my motive, will then people realise how I feel.

Does that mean I can never give surprises?

Does that mean I can never talk to anyone about anything?

I'm in for deep shit now.

Good bye.

Wish me luck.

FUCK MY LIFE

Dumb day

2009-10-24T23:51:00.002+08:00

today!

met drummer at JP.

She said she would be late

So, I stationed myself at the stairs that lead up to boon lay mrt!(take note of this red phrase)

While waiting,

The first lady - in her 50's? Approach me, asked me where is the nearest public phone.

I was like?? HELLO?!? 21st century over here??? Public phones?? I dont understand how these people live relying on public phones.

And after i said i not too sure, she was like.. :" you dont live near here do you?"

I was like :" erm yea??" I mean... isnt it obvious enough?!?!

The Second Guy - A more normaly saned guy. Just asked me where is the library.

Again.. i replied i did not know and he left with a smile. Not so much of weirdness.

The third lady - In her 30's. Apparently.. for people in her 30's, I'm sure they are not tat outdated as to not to owe a handphone, but people can realllly hit the limitsss sometimes.

She approach me... and asked :" Erm, excuse me, where is the MRT?"

LIKE WTSSSSS!?!?!? Cant you read the BOOONNN LAY MRT logo just like directly above my heaad?! I told u tok take note of the red phrase. I was just standing like less den 10 meters from de MRT station.

How dumb can people be.

Haix...

Pretty much cool day ahead.

Oh yea...

my first time taking the LRT.

scary bumpy ride.

I know i am abit sua gu.

But just SHUT UP.

This is something funny.

If cant see, den just click on it.

Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.

Megabites, without fail

2009-10-20T22:32:00.004+08:00

Dined at megabites today!

WOOOO..

Soent quite a long time there.

Met up with drummer around 4pm.

Headed down to Megabites@ SIM.

Ordered chicken chop.

2 set.

Den, saw this new cheesefries.

Tempted to order.

In the end, we ordered it.

After tat.. saw a very delicious looking chocolate truffle cake.

and yeaps, we took it also.

HAHA.

And we ate alot.

Well... school's started, i guess is time for me to lose some fats.(:

She is always so pretty(:

And the truffle cake i was talking about.

It looked very delicious.

"Fudge: [:

And it is quite pricey.

In the midst of chaos, there is peace.

In the midst of war, there is victory

hot hot hot.

2009-10-19T15:46:00.006+08:00

First day of school.

guess wad?

MEGA SUPER FREAKING ULTRA UBER TTM LATE.

zzzzz.

Monday is my IS.

Super nice class.

Got some nagging by Sharon and WMAN.

Is cool eh(:

we chose the same IS.

HAHA.

Found some familiar faces like SS.

HAHAHAHA.

Freggin funny guy.

Class is pretty small.

But very sociable and interactive bunch of people.

Really cool class.

Sad thing is.. three of us are not in the same group.

Stupid lecturer way of grouping people sucks.

And he dun allot slippers in his class.

Totally WTS.

OMG!

She is so hawt!!!!

Poetry

2009-10-10T01:04:00.002+08:00

Seeing your smile,

It feels so good.

Wish I could stare at it till time ends,

Everything seemed impossible.

When hope runs low,

Faith kicks in.

Believe, trust and love,

Will make all obstacles tumble,

Will make all things clear,

And will once again,

Fill ourselves with hope.

Hope that is stronger than before.

Hope that will not shatter.

Hope that bonds us together.

No friend of foe would stand in our way.

Can we make it out of this maze?

Trust in each other will lead us to triumph.

Trust will let our love make known to others.

We will show others, we can do it.

Yes, we absolutely can.

This is not emo.

Is a poem.

I totally wrote it myself.

Proud.

Let the issue be The ISSUE!

Bloody Dinner TIME!

2009-10-08T20:36:00.004+08:00

Met up with Ting Yan at Illuma!

HOHO!

Freaking empty I should say.

Just wanted to test out FilmGrade seats.

The seats are quite ok, except is quite hard.

And there is alot of room between your legs and the next row of seat in front of you.

Yeah but I dont really like it.

It makes cinemas lost their touch for cosyness and sense of closeness to your partners ( if you are going out with someone you loved ).

We watched "Accident"

Is dumb.

Very dumb.

The killing part is kinda smart and abit of a impossible also ( cept in the movies ).

Things got too precise.

Overall, boring.

Drummer was like complaining " I'm so gonna give this movie a one star".

Oh wells...

OK.

Had crazy bloody dinner at some random restaurant for dinner.

We decided to be daring and adventurous and ordered medium rare for our steak.

As both of us is quite full, we ordered one plate and shared.

The result of medium rare, a red, bloodied, raw, un-chewable, un-cuttable piece of steak.

The knife was almost futile against cutting that piece of steak.

And did I mention bout the chewing part?

We took a good five minutes just to chew it and eventually give up chewing and just swallow that darn piece followed by a gulp of water to ensure choke-free.

And the taste is well... ... raw!

Raw and red and blood and GROSS!

OK.

So gonna totally order well done next time.

If you take a look closer, you will see the disgusting blood.

And not to mention the rawness.

Just red down there.

A dope picture of my friend.

HAHA.

Very relaxed pose.

Credits : Ting Yan

My handphone.

Bloody red meat[:

The more you hinder,

The more I irritate.

I don't give a damn.

I love you.

My life still goes on.

qwerty

2009-10-06T22:49:00.002+08:00

Must this really end like that?

Is there really no such thing as a happy ending?

Perhaps this is fate?

Perhaps we're just not strong enough?

Perhaps this is life.

Why are humans so selfish.

Why are humans so possessive.

Why are they always thinking about themselves first.

Why cant the be more open minded.

Why cant they just learn to let go.

Why do humans commit such atrocious crimes.

Why do humans not spare a thought for anyone else.

A lost of mutual respect and social trust.

You are now nothing but somebody i terribly looked down on.

N-O MORE GORE!

2009-10-04T13:11:00.004+08:00

Sorority Row, definitely not my kind of movies.

For those who like gore and blood and bloodied bodies, this is the show for you.

Quite ridiculous at times, the way the killers kills certain people is abit of a uncanny.

And one very special trend I found out in most serial killers shows, the serial killer is always undefeated.

No matter how many time he kinda " died "

In situations in which a normal human being would have died, the serial killer can always survive it, and still run strong.

Kinda lame though.

You can stab him, shoot him, whack him, burn him, push him down the building, and he will end up running after you... running faster than the car.. taking a masssive huge weapon and still be going at high speeds.

HAHA... where got so strong one.

Damm bullshit.

Anyways... no more gory movie for me.

Sentosa in the noon was funalicious.

Very cooling weather.

A slight drizzle, very cold wind breezes and no SUN.

HAHA. nice weather..

Just sitting down at the shelter,

Spending very nice times with drummer.

I cant be any happier than this.

Just when every one was doing their stuffs, and there is only me and you.

And we just got really cool.

Be it talking, playing volleyball. Only me and you.

Life is bliss when I am with you.

HAHA.. ok.. here just to share one picture .

And i think this picture is very dope.

The wind was like blowing at me.. den my hair was like.. whisshh..

den is like.. wow.. so cooll.

HAHA

Credits : ME!

Rayban

Drummer!! with her amazing photo skills.

My phone with the amazing camera.

Photoscape with the black and white edit.

Our scientific power has outrun our spiritual power. We have guided missiles and misguided men.

Trng

2009-10-03T00:33:00.002+08:00

Boring.

Forced to stand on shoulders on 2 ultra unstable bench.

Forced to train one full routine.

Is sweating like a dog afterwards.

While carrying the bench out, one of it fell and it's leg fell directly onto my dumb.

Is still cursing and swearing till now.

@#$%

Mom went gym, didnt say a word.

Dad went company dinner, didnt say a word.

Grandparent never cook, didnt say a word.

Dad never go down for trng, never say a word!

Leave me alone till 8 before I realised is too late to do anything.

cant wait for tmr~

Curry Curry Curry

2009-10-01T00:38:00.002+08:00

Met up with drummer ystd:D

Went to queensway!!!

HAHA!!

Is my bright idea to intro her some nice curry.

LOLS!

She said she had a thing for curry.

Yeaps.

After eating, just randomly walked around queensway.

OMG.

I realised there are alot of things i wanna buY!!

OK.

Headed to anchor point... Got her long sleeve shirt(:

Bought some earrings.

And down to Ikea.

Chocolatey, sweet tasting, forever-so-nice chocolate mousse:D

HAHA!!

Back home.

Life is good[:

Look at her ear-studs piercing through the paper-bag.

HAHA!

The camera was too bla bla.. i had to really tilt my entire body just to have me in the picture

and yes.. it was really a strain.

I like this alot:]

There!! what did I tell you.. looks really good.. and is even better den it looks:D

Grateful to me(:

Credits : Chocolate mousse

A sony digital camera.

Looks like is just me and you tonight.

Go with the flow... ...

WEB CAM!!!

2009-09-28T23:56:00.002+08:00

Just a stupid article.

And the all-too-cute-me.

And drummer of cuz:D

My gothic specs collection:D

The all-too-cute-me #2

And drummer of cuz #2

I am suddenly eager for school... dk why.

And I am missing you so much today.

Beats me.

I put you in front me me, so everybody can see me love

Phobia 2 (:

2009-09-27T23:55:00.003+08:00

Went out with drummer ystd.

Kinda like a welcome back to Sg after six days in TW party.

HAHA!

So, met up in cine.

Ok... something is weird.

we met like 1pm so is like.. not very late or neither izzit too early kinda timing.

Cine was surprisingly empty.

I would be like expecting tons of people standing outside puffing away.. or with some drinks.

But is like no people.

haha.

oh wells.

caught phobia 2.

WOOHOOO~~~

OK.. de first to 3rd story.. is not scary.

The third story is more of a Zombie Apocalypse.

HAHAHAA!! Freaking no link... but interesting.

The second story also no link.

The scariest is still the forth, and the best story of all is the last.

Indeed, a really good twist to the saga of all horror movies.

Is a good recommendation to go watch it (:

oh.. and after tat.. we went to bK

haha.. a more den interesting BK meal.

We had hmmm...

wasabi sweets, chilli sweets, sour sweets, condom chocolates, pads marshmallows, chocolate plasters.

HAHAHAA!!

All pick ups from her Taiwan trip(:

ok.. pictures pictures pictures:D

Yeaps(:.. like i said.. condoms and pads and plasters:D

OK..

Introducing my all-too-purple friend.

HAHA!!

Purple bag, jacket, shoestrings.

OK den.. i shall end here..

HAHA.. a very low standard blog post.

Credits : ME

my Phone for the camera.

Drummer for her inspiration which moved me greatly to blog.

All relationship rest on 3 legs, accepting, supporting and challenging.

5866!

2009-09-25T00:19:00.002+08:00

Went to kismiss today.

FREAKING PIN CHANGED AGAIN!!

@#$$%%

fug.

Why must they change the bloody pin?

Cant they just stick to one?!

Made a HUGEEEEEE detour.

Nailed my some really cool slides.

Slides i never expect to learn.

Happy day.

Supper at CheeseNun.( This is not the correct name for the shop, forgotten what is it called )

Went back.

Supper again with my mom.

Tempura ramen and french fries.

Is the life(:

Back home.

Is not somebody who've seen the light.

2009-09-23T00:01:00.002+08:00

Quiet nights.

Endless dreams.

All about the same thing.

Your face

Your smile,

Is ace

Is wild.

Every aspect

Advice me well,

Every regret

Kills me now.

Your presence

resides in me,

Your conscience

For all to see.

Have no worries

and fear not,

Our memories

Will untie the knot.

2 more days.

Meaning in life

2009-09-20T15:05:00.003+08:00

Come to think of it.

You cant miss someone on purpose

Missing somebody comes naturally.

You think you are normal, But every single second that you are doing nothing,

You are thinking of that someone.

That is called missing somebody.

Well, I guessed many of you already know it.

HAHAHA.

I miss you awfully, tremendously, direly.

>.<

Misses

2009-09-20T01:59:00.000+08:00

MISS YOU DREADLY!!!!!

1 (:

2009-09-18T22:19:00.001+08:00

I want a new guitar.

Christmas is coming people.

You know what to do!!

Complete acoustic guitar with a mic in(:

PASS!

2009-09-18T15:05:00.003+08:00

YAYS.

Hoorays for passing all my modules.

That's one good thing.

Holidays have kicked in for one month already,

I still have yet to do anything interesting.

Yucks.

Boring.

Boring life.

At least now i got my FB to entertain me for the time being.

HAHA.

I know this sound contradicting and ironic.

You will go like :" I wonder which loser said FB is for immature noobshits"

ok.

Fine~

My bad.. alrights?

HAHAS.

And in no time.. life will get even more boring for me.

Drummer going to Taiwan for 6 days.

Noobshit going to Cambodia for a ass whoooopping 2 weeks.

Cheston with his plucking of his dumb wisdom tooth.

Cynric off to some random islands.

Derek ( aka ur mother friend in my tagboard ) is working non stop.

HAHA!

Whatever am I GOING TO DO?!

oh wells... i guess i will pull it through.

ok.

I think I have to stop here.

Time waits for no man.

And I am a man who is never late.

Rights..

TOOOODDLLESS!~~

2009-09-16T13:10:00.002+08:00

Lepak @ TeaDot Cafe @ iluma.

Like a nice.

Credits : Noobshit.

Canon 450d.

Handsome me.

Television is more interesting than people. If it were not, we would have people standing in the corners of our rooms.

Life

2009-09-09T19:53:00.000+08:00

You just cant have things going your way in life.
Things that rebels are known as obstacles.
What about things that really go well?
Well... lets just say noone gave it a name.

Sitting at home in front of the computer isnt the greatest thing to do.
Fun, Joy, Laughter.

I want to go to guardian and get their Paddington bear plush toy.

Fuck My Life again and again.
IT SUCKS!

FML

2009-09-08T10:47:00.000+08:00

Seriously,

I think now is really my turn to FUCK MY LIFE.

2009-09-07T20:35:00.002+08:00

火烈

气和

水散

土强

Nothing inspires forgiveness quite like revenge.

2009-09-06T23:16:00.000+08:00

Your true colors, True colors are beautiful, like a Rainbow

Cont'd Ystd.

2009-09-04T00:36:00.003+08:00

Messy, I know

This is something funny, i guess?

glorious food.

It is always easier to believe than to deny. Our minds are naturally affirmative.

Sweet:D

2009-09-03T00:22:00.002+08:00

Awesome day on 2/09/09.

Went for sakura with drummer.

Watched movie : Year One

Funny, sick and.. overall.. funny:D

Taka Lion dance Comp opening.

With only a miserable 3 troupes on the first night.

Totally wts i know.

Saw many familiar faces.

All i say I geng/keng.

Wdvr seriously.

Oh wells.

Awesome day:D

P.S. Pictures cant be uploaded as I couldnt find my phone wire.

The best car safety device is a rear-view mirror with a cop in it.

MY WIRE!!

2009-09-01T23:26:00.000+08:00

I cant find my freaking wire to connect my fone to my computer!! Is damm pissed off right now.
My freaking house is not even big... and I lost it somewhere in my room.
AND I cant find it!!
WTS!!
where the hell did it go!!
COME OUT!! WHEREVER YOU ARE HIDING!!
YOU CAN HIDE, BUT YOU CANT ESCAPE!!!

Exams - is - over

2009-08-29T22:40:00.000+08:00

Wells.. what should I say.
I am totally at a lost of words.
But I know one thing is for sure, that the exams are over.
And I should be celebrating.
wells.
7 weeks.. what should i freaking do with so much time.
Go out go out go out.. and more going out.
I want to earn some money.. but is too lazy to find a job.

The illiterate of the 21st century will not be those who cannot read and write, but those who cannot learn, unlearn, and relearn.

@#$% my mother

2009-08-28T23:47:00.000+08:00

Seriously.
She is freaking getting on my nerves.
Everything i do like got a problem to do with her.
Come home only and there she goes, irritating, annoying people.. She's the best at it.
I know everyone will be like.. no big.. my mom is the same..
But lemme tell you this, does your mom scolds you for anything you do?
Does your mom anyhow put blame on you?
Does your mom @#$%-ing scold vulgarities at you?
I dont think these would occur in an average mom.
Mine is exceptional.
She's nuts.

But the fact that some geniuses were laughed at does not imply that all who are laughed at are geniuses. They laughed at Columbus, they laughed at Fulton, they laughed at the Wright brothers. But they also laughed at Bozo the Clown.

Trouble is a friend.

2009-08-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

Trouble Is A Friend - Lenka

Trouble will find you
No matter where you go
Oh, oh
No matter if you're fast
No matter if you're slow
Oh, oh
The eye of the storm
wanna cry in the morn
Oh, oh
You're fine for a while
But you start
To lose control

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
he's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

Trouble is a friend
But trouble is a foe
Oh, oh
And no matter
What I feed him
He always seems to grow
Oh, oh
He sees what I see
And he knows
What I know
Oh, oh
So don't forget
As you ease
On down my road

He's there in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I roll down the window
I'm a sucker
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

How I hate the way
He makes me feel
And how I try
To make him leave
I try
Oh, oh, I try

But he's
There in the dark
He's there in my heart
He waits in the wings
He's gotta play a part
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
So don't be alarmed
If he takes you
By the arm
I roll down the window
I'm a sucker
For his charm
Trouble is a friend
Yeah
Trouble
Is a friend of mine
Ahh

Ooh
Ahh
Ooh

Relieve

2009-08-24T22:34:00.001+08:00

MEHHH~~
Today was ok.
Went to KAP last night and met up with hotsprout ( now I am calling him that )
Studied all the way till this morning and went for exams.
WMAN joined in the morning.
Had a disgusting breakfast at mac which causes my stomach to feel rather weird with a tinge of nauseousness.
The feeling just sucked.
Soil science wasnt that bad, I am sure some of the peps agree with me.
And seriously, it was a do-able paper.
Or perhaps I am just puer smart.

Lunch-ed at JP.
Probly one of the longest we had.
Bought a few stuffs.
HEaded home.
SLEEP.
TILL NOW.

Examinations are formidable even to the best prepared, for the greatest fool may ask more than the wisest man can answer.

2009-08-20T23:13:00.000+08:00

You aint never ever gotta go to ya wallet
Long as I got rubber band banks my pocket.
Five six rides, with rims and a body kit.
You aint gotta downgrade you can get what i get.

2009-08-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

This is the last photo taken.
The last.
Last...
Las..t
Enjoy it.
After that, I dont know how long will the next picture surface.
After this should be back to picture-less blog.

I sing for joy at the works of you hands

2009-08-10T19:14:00.002+08:00

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too,
And even though I really love you,
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Better by far you should forget and smile than you should remember and be sad.

???

2009-08-10T19:04:00.003+08:00

It seems that hopes are falling apart,

As the light in me slowly dissipate,

I no longer see the fire burning inside me.

All I feel now is a sad tinge of emotions lingering around me,

I found this familiar feeling of lonelyness encaved in me once again.

I don't know what else to say.

Lost for words.

Speechless.

Not in the mood to say anything right now.

Stay strong.. like what I've always told others to do(:

2009-08-10T01:18:00.002+08:00

Had some kind of last minute outing today.

Went town and met up with two guys.

HAHA.

Found a place to sit..

talked and chatted.

Tok bus back home.

Those who are faithful know only the trivial side of love: it is the faithless who know love's tragedies.

Every photo has a meaning behind it

2009-08-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

Can't swallow our pride
Neither of us wanna raise that flag,
If we can't surrender
Then, we're both gonna what we have,

Sometimes things just doesnt turns out the way you want it.
You just have to accept it and move on in life.

Today BBQ at Aunts place is quite ok.
Nothing much as usual.
Have nobody to talk to either.
Just sit and eat.
Little food... but nice food(:
Just enough to fill my stomach which was once filled with sorrows and pain.

Nothing hurts more than seeing you cry

Don't be sad(:

2009-08-08T01:22:00.000+08:00

Why is it the smallest things that tear us down
My world's nothing when you're gone
6 kisses
6 hugs.

stay cheerful

Memories of you and me(:

2009-08-07T13:01:00.000+08:00

I hate last night.
I totally hate it.
What was that shitty feeling i felt.
Is as though my entire body failed me.
I could sense my mind breaking down.
Feel my heart slowing down.
My limbs begin to malfunction.
Coordination gradually becomes poor.
Breathing starts to get harder,
As i tried to grasp any last tinge of oxygen my lungs could contain.

Seriously hate last night

What do you hope people say about you at your funeral?

2009-08-06T23:53:00.000+08:00

I wish people will say that..
hmm..
i am a great guy.
Lonely but great guy.
De fact that I wouldnt even know if i will have a proper funeral.
What if my wife dies before me and i have no kids?
No siblings to help me put up a funeral.
Nobody to rely on.
When i am old, i think i will be dammm sad.
HAIXXX...
Why am i even making myself sad.
I wish people will say that i am a kind good-hearted marvelous wonderful excellent great cool nice sweet guy.
HAHA!!
yes... I dont want to die so fast...

2009-08-06T10:51:00.000+08:00

When it seems the entire world is just black and white,
All tiny features starts to show,
Every speckle of dust,
Every ray of light.
In the corner, an array of hope rises through the air... ...

OK!! I cant think of any poems rite now.. very stone.
Just woke up.
Here is one picture.
Slowly post one by one.
Savor each and every picture as u would do with a lamp steak(:

Time to mug.
CIAOOSS~~